Lilone57's Journal

So my crappy absive husband thinks I lie about everything..... I mean everything.... well his car is broke down so hes been useing my car which I think is a form of control... Well, I start work at 2pm. I live about 50 miles give or take away from work. So if anyone knows rush hour traffic and/or stupid people who don't know how to drive..... I leave an hour and half before I have to be at work. Well asswipe didn't believe that it took me that long to get to work so I was in his eyes lying and doing something sneaky.... Today he took me to work.... I started telling him he needed to be get ready at about noon cause I leave at 12:30...... Ohhh no, he takes his sweet ass time getting ready and we don't leave til 1pm..... just like I said we hit traffic... So I looked over at him and said see this is why I leave so early, do you believe me now???? and I didn't say anything for the rest of the time I was in the car with him......... but on the freeway I saw a bumper sticker on some woman's car that read "Got Hope?" Now thats a good question because I have VERY little hope left. The hope I do have is in my daughter, my job, and my health.... I need to heal... in order to heal right I need to leave the biggest problem I have and thats my controling husband... I figured I would need 5 grand to start a new life.... that will get me and my daughter into an appartment and anything we may need along the way with my paychecks still coming in... I can live on my own and support my daughter... I've done it before and I can do it again. I have my divorce papers filled out...they are just waiting to be dated and filed which will happen the date I move out......