Journal Entry for September 2, 2009
September 2, 2009 6:15pm
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Lilone57
9:58pm, August 29, 2009
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About Me
Lilone57
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About Me
Well, Ive been through everything I think humanly possable....but am here to share my story(s)...please hit me up. My dad is my hero! I'm 29 but still feel like a babbing little girl who crys for her daddy... On a lighter note, I'm from Seattle/Tacoma Washington. I am the mother of 6 year old little girl. I work ALOT between being a mother and a security control officer....
Well, Ive been through everything I think humanly possable....but am here to share my story(s)...please hit me up. My dad is my hero! I'm 29 but still feel like a babbing little girl who crys for her daddy... On a lighter note, I'm from Seattle/Tacoma Washington. I am the mother of 6 year old little girl. I work ALOT between being a mother and a security control officer....
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Interests
A good cup of coffee and sour patch kids will make me smile. I love to write and and work out....blah blah wanna know more then talk....
A good cup of coffee and sour patch kids will make me smile. I love to write and and work out....blah
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Journal
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Hopeless
August 7, 2009 5:43pm
So my crappy absive husband thinks I lie about everything..... I mean everything.... well his car is broke down so hes been useing my car which I …
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I find myself asking this question yet again...
May 27, 2009 12:21am
Why do I even care?????? I've asked this so meny times, I lost count. I cut my mother out of my life because she hurt me and I didn't want …
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This song explains everything
May 8, 2009 5:31pm
"When I'm Gone"There's another world inside of meThat you may never seeThere're secrets in this lifeThat I can't …
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Damn
May 5, 2009 5:55pm
Okay.... So I was seeing this guy for a few months... he was really supportive in what I was going through and was helping me heal.... Then the other …
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Goals
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Support Groups
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Worked great but was put on klonopin which was even better!
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Clonazepam Working / Worked
- This is a wonder drug. Me and Clonazepam will get along just fine.... For them sudden PTSD momments.
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Reading Somewhat Helpful
- Helps only when my mind is calm...
- Supportive Care Working / Worked
- Only works if I'm understood...
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- It's helpful when I'm understood.
- Trazodone Working / Worked
- Nice for sleep and nightmares
- Writing Working / Worked
- Pages full of random nothingness..
Open Meth Addiction & Recovery
I am 10 years clean and sobor... It's been one hell of a ride....Meth is such a nasty drug. It ate me from the inside out.
Treatments
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- Writing Working / Worked
- Keeping my journal is best thing ever... Ah.. the writings of randomness....
Open Eating Disorders
Type: AnorexiaIt's the only thing I can control... is what I can put in my body... The feeling of being empty is to much of a good thing..... Stress can kill you.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- When I am understood.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Pages full of random nothingness
- Remeron Working / Worked
- I take this at night. It makes me super sleepy but I will eat the whole house... although it causes me to eat way too much...but the doc says thats good...keeping my weight at a healthy level.
Open Families & Friends Of Addicts
I come from a whole family of addicts. Lost my mother to drugs and drinking and my brother is following in her foot steps.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Working / Worked
- Talking Somewhat Helpful
- Only works when I'm understood and not judged.
- Writing Working / Worked
Open Endometriosis
I had endometriosis for 3 years and no docotor would help fix the problem just masked it with pain killers and birth control simply because I was 27 at the time and still "child bearing" even though my tubes were tied.
Treatments
- Extended-Cycle Birth Control Not Working
- Worked for a little while but stopped.
- Surgery Working / Worked
- Had the girlie parts removed after a long drawn out fight with different doctors.
- Heat Working / Worked
- Was my best friend
Open Hypothyroidism
Just told I has Hypothyroidism... I'm only 29 and have to take meds for the rest of my life.
Treatments
- Hydrocodone Working / Worked
- The thyriod cause so much crap when it decides to call it quits... it has cause cronic pain in my ankles and feet.
