This will be my last open journal
November 6, 2009 4:05pm
I got some personal replies to my last journal which I appreciate ironically they were from friends that I already knew would never betray my …
SomeonesBtch
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About Me
SomeonesBtch
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About Me
I am what I am and life is what it is. I didnt ask for the life I got but even thru all the shit there hasnt been one regret. Bobbi3 is my BP buddy
I am what I am and life is what it is. I didnt ask for the life I got but even thru all the shit there hasnt been one regret. Bobbi3 is my BP buddy
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Interests
My kids, my dog, my art, music and attempting to stay sane when in truth all I really want to do is totally loose it and never come back.
My kids, my dog, my art, music and attempting to stay sane when in truth all I really want to do is totally
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Recent Activity
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93 hugs given, 80 hugs received, 21 discussion posts, 10 photo uploads, 3 journal comments
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SomeonesBtch updated their status 12:08am
The kids and us have gone bar hopping back later…
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SomeonesBtch updated their status 12:08am
The kids and us have gone bar hopping back later…
Yesterday
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SomeonesBtch gave BPstorm a hug 9:05pm
Ah duh Raven I am in BFE Nebraska about a 12 hour drive…
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SomeonesBtch gave BPstorm a hug 8:39pm
Well she drove from Nashville so I am sure she will want to spend some of tonight sleeping…
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SomeonesBtch gave LisaACOA a hug 8:18pm
Just a drive by on a Saturday night hope all is good…
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Journal
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Comes a time
November 2, 2009 8:26pm
Been trying to write this one for weeks but so didnt want to offend anyone as truly do care about each of you and loves some of you very …
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Just look please
September 23, 2009 1:52pm
please spread the word. The link below is a video on Lacey Anderson. She is(was) my nephew JRs girlfriend and was with him the night of the shooting. …
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Hugbook
Moment of Peace
Just wishing you a restful and peaceful weekend . . . and many hugs!
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Hug
Not knowing where you are that could be the next city over.....lol I assume it was a long drive. Take care SB and have a good night.
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Ray of Sunshine
Hope she stays up with you so you can take the night off, you deserve it dear.
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Hey SB, how are you dear? Are you working tonight?
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Sorry I didn't call .....I'm still whacked out of my mind on drugs. **********hugs**********
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Support Groups
Close Fibromyalgia
Isn't much to tell
Treatments
- Aqua Therapy Working / Worked
- OMG yes
- Cyclobenzaprine Somewhat Helpful
- No longer on it but it helped while I was on it.
- Cymbalta Not Working
- Made me fat
- Effexor Working / Worked
- made me fat
- Guaifenesin Working / Worked
- Works well
- Heat Working / Worked
- Heat is good
- Lyrica Not Working
- Made me fat
- Marijuana Working / Worked
- I have addiction issues with pain meds so instead rely on marijuana to control the daily pain of fibro.
- Morphine Not Working
- Became addicted so now only use in extreme emmergencies
- Neurontin Not Working
- Made me fat
- Ultram Not Working
- After 3 months of only using ultram and no ohter pk it has become apparanet that its not going to work any more without an increase which I am not willing to do.
- Vitamin B12 Working / Worked
- Couldnt function with ot it
Close COPD & Emphysema
My grandmother died from emphysema, my aunt of lung cancer and my mother of COPD/Emphysema. 9 months ago I had no reason for an inhaler today I cant make that claim
Treatments
- Albuterol Working / Worked
- It does and it doesn;t
Open Brain / CNS Tumors
Type: MeningiomaThey found it in 2003 and for some reason wont touch it. It has been with me so long that I have named it. Migraines, blackouts and balance issues are my major complaints.
Treatments
Open Bipolar Disorder
One child is BP2 and denies it and the other is BP1 and denies it. My mother was an unmedicated beeper. I am BP1 with mostly manic episodes. Makes for a very interesting life to say the least.
Treatments
- Celexa Working / Worked
- Not sure how I feel about it, Doseage was upped again and I think perhaps it may work but who knows
- Lamictal Working / Worked
- Actually I take for nerve pain
- Risperdal Somewhat Helpful
- BP child was on it but since according to her she isnt BP she refused to take it. Whats a mom to do when child in ? is 17 at the time and living on her own.
- Seroquel Working / Worked
- After telling the doctor yesterday that I was homicidal he quickly suggested that perhaps giving this a try might benefit not only me but those I had visions of taking out. Time will tell
- Wellbutrin Not Working
- Went off of it when I became suicidal for the first time ever in my life. Too fucking scary
- Marijuana Working / Worked
- Keeps the manics from getting the best of me
Open Miscarriage
Daughter miscarried and I dont know how to help her
Open Families of Prisoners
My nephew is currently serving a 13 - 25 year sentence on attempt murder and various other charges.
Open Rape
Why am I here? Because the shit never stops
Treatments
- Rape Counseling Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
Open Healthy Sex
Because I have a need for S/M
Open Family & Friends of Bipolar
My mother was an undx'd and unmedicated Beeper. I was dx'd in my 30s as BP1. My oldest is BP 1 and my youngest is BP 2. Both choose to be unmedicated and while I respect their wishes as they are now adults it does make for some wicked arguments. It also makes my heart break for them sometimes as I know life is so much better if we stay on our meds which isnt always easy.
