Anger getting the best of me
September 16, 2009 1:25pm
I'm soooo angry lately. Have no clue why...everything pisses me off. I'm overwhelmed by the house, kids, pets...you name it. I'm just so …
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lovinKatieBear 
9:55pm, November 10, 2009
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About Me
lovinKatieBear
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About Me
I am a 26 yr.old mom of 4...trying to deal with PTSD.
I am a 26 yr.old mom of 4...trying to deal with PTSD.
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Thursday
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lovinKatieBear and DiamondTearDrops2010 are now friends 11:11pm
November 14
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lovinKatieBear gave appygirl69 a celebration 12:27pm
Congrats on the baby! Hope everything went well....post some pix if you can....I LOVE BABIES! Mine are…
November 12
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lovinKatieBear and darleneherman are now friends 4:25pm
November 10
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lovinKatieBear updated their status 9:55pm
Happily married woman now!!!!!…
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lovinKatieBear changed their mood to Excellent 9:55pm
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Just here......
September 7, 2009 7:57pm
OK so lately I feel like I'm a robot. I'm just here, doing what I need to do. I don't feel much of anything. Except anger at times. I get …
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I turned into a robot!
August 18, 2009 8:25pm
today is a weird day....i don't really feel any emotions. I'm more or less on edge when someone is in the room but otherwise I feel like a …
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almost the weekend
August 12, 2009 10:13pm
Ok so the weekend is right around the corner. All week she's been with me. Had so much fun. Played in the pool just about the whole week. Sat. …
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First, I need to say CONGRATS on your marriage. I pray that it is happy, healthy, and good.
I have been shaking all day long. The stress is simply too much for me to bear. I break out crying or screaming. I am feeling quite overwhelmed, shaking inside constantly, chills, nausea, and the head won't stop throbbing.
I appreciate your kind offer, Lisa. My head is spinning in so many different directions right now and I have felt like passing out several times yesterday and today. I don't think I am thinking straight right now, and I know I just want to run so fast and so badly right now; but I do not want to jeapordize the safety that I have thus far guarded so carefully on DS. My judgment is not sound right now. So I will wait until tomorrow...with hope I can get some sleep at least. Up since around 2:00 AM this morning. This is hitting me hard. I don't think I can do this anymore. I'll tell you one thing. I'd rather risk freezing to death than to experience the rapes over and over and over and over again in my head. I don't want to die, Lisa. I did not survive because I wanted to die; and I will try so hard--but I need God's help so badly right now. If you would, Lisa, please JUST say a prayer please.
I just wanted to say thank you for seeing my hand as I reached out. No matter what, I won't ever forget this kind gesture you made.
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I hope the sun shines a little brighter on your big day.
God bless your marriage, Lisa!
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You're getting married TOMORROW! Not expecting to see you on for a bit; but wanted to send my thoughts and prayers to you in good time for your very special day. : )
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Hey you! Saw your status update! You go girl! Kick that PTSD's BUTT!!! xoxox Here if you need me =)
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Today she "IS" fine, and you're making it through.
And tomorrow is a NEW DAY!
Big hugs to you!!!
(I'm a poet, and didn't know it)
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Support Groups
Close Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder
On Oct.5,2008 my 8 yr. old daughter fell down a laundry chute at a furniture storage company where I stored some belongings. She fell 20' to a concrete floor and suffered a brain injury. She was life flighted to a trauma hospital on life support for awhile and now is home. But I have a hard time dealing.
Treatments
- Psychotherapy Too Soon to Tell
- not sure yet...
- Zoloft Not Working
- they change my meds to valum
- Clonazepam Too Soon to Tell
- they say its similar to valium...hope it works! I take 5 mg twice a day to start.
Close Diabetes Type 1
the love of my life is type 1...anything i can do to help him i will...
Treatments
- Humalog Working / Worked
- sliding scale
- Lantus Working / Worked
- once a day in the morning
- Dietary Modification Not Working
Open Parenting Teenagers (12-18)
My sister-in-law just died and she has a 15 yr old daughter i was just givin custody to. I have no idea what I'm doing and really could use some help!
Treatments
- Education (School) Too Soon to Tell
- Patience Too Soon to Tell
Open Family Issues
I have 4 kids and a b/f of 3 years. only 1 of my kids is his and our life is a mess
Treatments
- Family Therapy Not Working
- my b/f refuses to go....I go every week
- Music Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Not Working
