Hiding
November 18, 2009 1:53am
Well today I spent it alone, no phone, email or human contact besides the kids and my mom. I stayed in my room. I tried to sleep earlier since I had …
AngTh
9:23pm, October 31, 2009
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About Me
AngTh
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About Me
I am a single mother, a good person and a hopeless romantic. I am happily divorced and now trying to heal and to love myself .
I am a single mother, a good person and a hopeless romantic. I am happily divorced and now trying to heal and to love myself .
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Interests
Books, Art, Poetry and all Music
Books, Art, Poetry and all Music
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Recent Activity
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3 hugs given, 2 journal posts, 1 hug received
Thursday
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AngTh gave seximotorhead a funny face 9:17pm
SMILE!…
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AngTh gave seximotorhead a hug 9:17pm
Here's double hugs just cause you need them!…
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AngTh gave seximotorhead a chicken soup 9:16pm
See I told you I would email you some soup! Hope you feel better!…
Wednesday
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Journal
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Journal Entry for November 16, 2009
November 16, 2009 10:41pm
This weekend was a trip. I stopped taking the antidepressants since I noticed that I started feeling more hopeless and numb whenever I took …
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Hell
November 11, 2009 8:15pm
These past two days have been hell for me. I have been just so weepy and crying all the time. yesterday i tried to step out for a min and do …
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Life goes on even when I don't want it to.
November 8, 2009 3:35am
Today I had to start back doing homework since this session ends tomorrow. I can not focus on this mess when all I keep thinking of is Lindsay and …
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OVERWHELMED!!!
November 5, 2009 6:25pm
Today I left the house for the first time in a week. I would like to say it was to just chill and relax but I had to leave and go get my nephew. He …
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Sorry about last night. I hung up with you to talk to Dennis for a minute and started getting sick. I was then told if I wanted to be treated like I am sick I needed to take my ass to bed. So he made me some soup and got me some gingerale and snuggled up with me, even though I told him no bc he doesnt need to be sick. Oh well, we know who will be taken care of him if he does....
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Little Love
Thank you. I knew this past week was going to be unbearable, but wasnt expecting yesterday to be like that. And the closer it got to midnight, the harder it got.
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Thank you. That means a lot to me. I did find someone after my ex H... but he got sick and decided it was easier to leave me. He's the reason I'm here actually.
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I agree. Its funny because at first I had no problem being around pregnant women or babies... but now it's getting hard. I think it's because my time is running out. I'm 36 years old (almost 37) and I'm now divorced and I have no prospects either. So it's either spend a ton and adopt... which I can't. Or go out and have a fling... which I won't.
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that's good. I was never given the chance... I find now I'm having a hard time dealing with things... like baby showers and a lot of my friends and family having babies... etc.
My ex H told me that I was being stupid for crying over something I never met... and my parents/family basically said the same thing... suck it up... it was never born.
So now years later I'm dealing with it... I feel like it's still very fresh in my heart.
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Support Groups
Close Breakups & Divorce
I just broke up with my bf. It was my choice. He was very unfaithful and tried to use the excuse that bcuz he was a cop women just flocked his way. He also constantly told me not to question him. As if he were God. If he was the jerk why is it I feel like such a failure.
Treatments
- Forgiveness Not Working
- I tried forgiving him but he continued to do the same things. It was a total failure. He never thought he did anything wrong. I'm not perfect but he isn't either.
- Leave Not Working
- I left him alone which included not texting him or calling him but now he uses the dog as an excuse to come by or he just pops up over my house. He still thinks we are a couple.
- Love Somewhat Helpful
- I love him but love can only go so far when your significant other is constantly distant. He won't even spend any time with me.
- Pets Somewhat Helpful
- He bought me a dog which we both take care of most of the time but now that's all we have to talk about.
- Talking Not Working
- He refuses to talk. he says that women should be seen and not heard and not to question him. Yeah right!
- Time Not Working
- I've tried to give him space so that he could see what he was missing but that too backfired.
Close Schizophrenia
My sister may be suffering from Schizophrenia. She has five kids and moved in with me but she is very paranoid and delusional, very antisocial and has a tendency to become violent. My family refuses to acknowledge any mental illness but she has really, spiraled down and I am getting more and more worried. I need to understand how other feel so I can help.
Open Miscarriage
I lost my little angel Lindsay after only 17weeks along.
Treatments
- Grief Counseling Working / Worked
- I don't know if it is working I'm still trying to understand why this happened.
Open Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI am depressed and trying to heal. I feel alone and sad.
Treatments
- Lexapro Somewhat Helpful
- Aside from the side affects it makes me feel numb.
