I just feel like the abuse that …
I just feel like the abuse that I encountered is messing up my life. Furthermore, some way I have to find true self …
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I am manic,manic,manic!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes spinning thoughts,risk taking big time and drinking.I drunk a whole bottle of wine last night and have just realised I have a problem with drink.I am having terrible cravings today.I'm still seeing that drug dealer,Sondrey every now and then.Things are okay with him at the moment.However I got into a huge argument with a very good friend of mine over her boyfriend.He is a recovering alcohlic and drugiee.He was txting me tons of crap and kept saying he wanted sex with me and not her.Ofcourse she blamed me for the whole thing and we argued on and off for three days until she got it that it wasn't my fault.We are friends now but I am I am scared he will do it again.If he breaks up with her he will come after me.I only like him as a friend,but know that if I am manic I might cheat and sleep with him.Work sucks,we are coming up to stock take and will be very busy!
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