I am 23 years old, I love writting poetry and hanging out with friends.Im living with my Aunt, Uncle and cousin in New Zealand.I am currently working as a sales person in Number One Shoewarehouse.I am very interested in mental health and would like to do a course to become a mental health support worker.I would also like to work with special needs kids.Most of my friends have mental health problems and I support them as much as possible they mainly have bipolar.They are also extreamly supportive to me too.I go to a support group called Balance.I have always been a very careing person and looked after injured animals when I was young.I was also abused from age five to seven and never want to go through anything like that again.My dark side is my poetry writing and art work.I am very creative and cannot live without a pencil or a pen.I am hoping that I will come out of this deep depression and anxiety at some stage.It really does stop me in lots of ways.My family struggle to understand what Im going through.I offten feel that I give out a lot because I want to help but I don't recive much in return.My emotional pain over the last six years has been life changing, it is though Ive been living with a broken heart and still am, it just wont heal.However I know that God is here for me.
I am 23 years old, I love writting poetry and hanging out with friends.Im living with my Aunt, Uncle and cousin in New Zealand.I am currently working as a sales person in Number One Shoewarehouse.I am very interested in mental health and would like to do a course to become a mental health support worker.I would also like to work with special needs kids.Most of my friends have mental health problems and I support them as much as possible they mainly have bipolar.They are also extreamly supportive
I'm working and hate my job!.I aslo love to buy clothes and make my own styles, I love design and art.I write a lot of poetry and am also writing a novel, that will take a few years to complete.I'd love to have another pet, my dog was killed a few years ago.A cat came to me but I had give him up because the cats next door were beating him up and I was moving.I never want to do that again.I have no idea if he is still alive but he was a beautiful long leged ginger and white cat that followed my like a dog every where I went.I find I can mix into most groups when it comes to friends, Ive been friends with very wealthy people and very poor, I think Im some where in between and getting poorer.I'd like to live my life finalcialy comfortable not sticking rich.If I won a million dollars Id give a lot of it away to people who really needed it.
I'm working and hate my job!.I aslo love to buy clothes and make my own styles, I love design and art.I
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stardust400 wrote a discussion post in the Bipolar Disorder support group: Scary animal moments 1:20am
I wondered if there are other people who have had scary moments with animals? I have a little list lol.Iv'e…
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stardust400 wrote a discussion post in the Bipolar Disorder support group: Starting fights? 1:53am
Do any of you ever get this feeling of real anger/rage for no real reason and feel like having a pysical…
April 25, 2009 5:37am
MANIC AS ANYTHING!!!!!!!! SORRY CAN'T SLEEP.WORKING LONGER HOURS.CAN'T CALM DOWN.RACING THOUGHTS AS SOON AS I GET INTO BED.
April 10, 2009 3:23am
I'm doing okay at the moment.Might be going out for drinks tonight.I had a run in with my ex the other day which wasn't nice at …
April 7, 2009 6:25am
I feel like shit.I wanna cry and scream but can't.I'm very tense,my body is aching.I'm starting to think about death.I jsut HATE …
January 1, 2009 10:50pm
Feel a bit better today,not so depressed and out of it.Managed to write some poems.
December 31, 2008 8:03am
It's 2 in the morning,Iv'e been crying on and off for an hour and I don't know why.I feel like utter shit,I tried to cut mysef but …
from candyy
IM SORRY THAT YOUR HAVING SUCH A HARD TIME
hiya' stardust...thanks fer the message. i'm doing alright, how about you?
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Whatever you are doing -stick to it!!! Congratulations!
Ive been in and out of depression for six years now.It started one summer and I locked myself away.Panic attacks started after I attempted suicide.I have attempted five times.I am going to go for therapy.I have tried citalopram(celexa)but found the side effects too much.I went on Paroxetine(Paxil) and ended up going off as it did nothing for me and had terrible side effects and I was becoming addicted to it.Just been diognosed with psychotic depression.
Two of my best friends have bipolar.Iv'e been told I have the bad end of Recurrent depression which includes mania and psychosis.So it's the link from major deprssion to Biploar disorder.
Having big problems sleeping.Just been put on Zoplicone.
I SI every now and then,either burn or cut with a knife.I need to feel pain.
I have a first time serious bf,we are thinking about getting married.So far we are doing really well,I know there will be many challanges up ahead due to us both having menatl illnesses.I believe we can push through them.
My bulimia has returned after seven years of being well.
I wouldn't call myself an alcoholic but a heavy drinker.Stopped for a year but now at it again.
Had terrible migraines as a child.I now get them maybe every month or two with my period.Find work hard and often hallucinate with it.
My ex has it.I want to understand it more.
Might have it,not too sure.
