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Mommy614 
10:32am, September 21, 2009
My day was going fine... but, now I'm frustrated. And eating. UGH!
MY husband didn't even do anything to me, but I'm pissed at him. I'm pissed for what he DIDN'T do MONTHS ago when he should have done it. Then, today would have been avoided. I shouldn't still be dealing with this crap. We are trying to work things out and have been doing fine, but this stupid little issue keeps following me around. He should have put an end to it, not expect me to keep dealing with it and "get over it" and stop worrying about it and whatever else he decided I should do. He's the one that screwed up, he should be the one to deal with it and FIX it.
So far, I ate a bowl of cereal, a bunch of chips and I'm guzzling down soda. This isn't like me. We had a BBQ the other day with some friends and they left all this soda here, otherwise I wouldn't be drinking it. Soda is a big downfall for me. My husband bought chips, so I'm here scarfing them down. I need to get a grip.
The issue is because this stupid girl that shouldn't even be in the picture anymore, still is. He should have told her to just go away, but he didn't because he says they are just friends and nothing is going on. I finally got pissed and had to tell her to go away myself, and today she sent me a message and told me I am worrying too much and I need to chill out. SERIOUSLY?! Someone's wife tells you to go away and stay away from her husband and you're going to tell her it's no big deal and you're not going away?! If she were here right now I would totally break her nose. The whole situation just pisses me off to no end. What is wrong with my husband? Things are going fine between us after a lot of crap and he's going to allow her to get in the mix over and over again? I would NEVER let another guy piss my husband off so bad. It just makes me feel like he doesn't even care about me. Let me say again though, that he didn't even do anything today. He doesn't even know I told her to go away, so he doesn't know that she told me I'm worrying too much.
I'm done eating for the day... I need to go clean something. Maybe I'll take out my aggression on my bathtub.
Comments
Yikes...(((hugs))) Thats is a bad feeling when youre so frustrated and want to eat!! Also a bad feeling when youre uncomfortable with something in your relationship and your SO does nothing to help put your mind at ease!! I would try and calmly sit down and tell him how you feel and how it hurts you and if he seriously cares about you he wouldn't want to hurt you. I know I would be pissed if my hubby had a "girl" friend and I told him I wasnt comfortable w/ him having her as a friend and yet he continued to be her friend!!! Hang in there :) now PUT THE SODA DOWN, lol...you won't find the answer in the bottom of the glass...so toss it and get to cleaning that tub, hehehe...cleaning ALWAYS destresses me, lol.
lynnzclaire