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kimmie42 
hi, my beauitful friends
just wanted to let u know that i am doing ok. the weather here is pouring and the temp outside is 60 and i hurt so bad. i am forcing myself to keep movin my morphin and oxycodone are working but that does not take away the pain if just makes it to were i can tolerate the pain. sorry, for whinning i am a fighter not a 2quiter and u all have helped me so much. i know that there are some of u that think that if i am in pain that that i dont need to be on here but i beg to differ. hope all of u have a wonderful weekend. i am goin to talk it easy. my husband, son and mother in law have the flu and i am praying that i dont get it. because when i get sick i get sick and it lasdt for months at a time. so, would it be wrong to ask for a prayer that i dont get the flu i got my flu shot. take care my freinds. knw i love you all from the bottom of my heart.
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I don't think of it as whining, more as trying to release what you feel and it feels better sometimes to get it out. I understand completely because I write my thoughts almost every day just to get out what I am feeling. I just do it on my computer on Microsoft word so no-one really sees it, maybe I should start posting it. I hope you don't get the flu and will keep you in my prayers.
My body has been feeling awful and in a lot of paion myself lately and early this morning I woke up and my right leg was hurting so much I had to ask my husband to get my cane because I could hardly walk on it. I have started taking Rebif about 2 weeks ago and had to start on the low dose after taking Betaseron for 7 years because of insurance not wanting to continue covering Betaseron. I just started on the half dose and will not be up to the full dose for another week and a half. My body has gone through so many changes through all this all in a bad way. It was so bad last night I finally broke down and took a hydrocodone and it has helped a little but not much.
Thanks for keeping in touch.
Cathy
calataille
Always nice to here from you. Even if it is just a note..
In my prayers and much love
Barbara
bjengle
Hi Kimmie. I know what you are feeling-and you are right the pain pills don't take away the pain, they just take the edge off it so you can function without wanting to cry. I've been cooking like a mad woman for the church bizzar. It is one of those things that is expencted. This year however I will refuse to work in the kitchen. I did that last year and I was in so much pain at the end of 4 hours that I was literally in tears. This damp cold weather is the worst. I was fighting not to take a stronger med before I finally(at about 2AM) got to sleep. I will say a prayer for you and all of us dealing with these issues.
Emilythelawyer
So sorry to hear u are in so much pain I will remember u in my prayers tonight.
Love and Hugs Fran
fran22
Hi Kimmie,
I am so sorry that you are not feeling well. Does the damp weather make it worse??? I think just the fact that you get up in the morning and courageously face your pain qualifies you as a fighter not a quitter. I do believe the purpose of the journals are here no matter what your physical condition is, for posting your innermost thoughts and feelings in a safe place sheltered from criticism and judgment, so whatever others think...it's their thoughts...it is what you think and are comfortably able to do is what's important.
I will certainly pray for a healing for you and if you get a chance go to that website I sent you earlier www.healingwiththemasters.com/audi... I know you will receive some very interesting information...be well...L
lalalinle
kimmie
i do not think you are a quitter at all. i am amazed at the strength you have. i ke 40 mg of percocet and 24 whatever of morphine (opana substitute). i hate to say it but it does hardy anything for me; so i know what you mean.
i have a husbnd who probably hates me and takes every chance he can get when i am down and cannot fight, to make fun of me or abuse me mentally. i cannot believe i threw my whole life away on this man who probably caused my immunie system to get where it has to have acquired this.
this place is the only way we can say and get rid of the emotions we need to. we have people who will listen to us, give us love, and get us through another day.
i am here for you, and i hope you can all be here for me. right now i need soo much support i cannot stand it. and, yes, i do have a therapist who is worried about me.
love to you,
lorrie
twinklee1
you are in my prayers, take care of yourself
ejbear