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Journal Entry for September 26, 2009 Mood
Saturday, September 26, 2009 | A Painful story

hello everyone,

i am sorry that i have not been on as much as i would love to. but i have been sick for the past few months with this ugly disease called ms. it is progressing and i am still having mini flare ups and the nuero is trying to find the right treatment. the morphin and oxycodone help it makes it to were i can move without crying. it still hurts to walk but i must keep goin. my son and husband have been very supportive. u all have been very patient with me and u dont know what that means to me. i think about u all all the time. i am so tired of being tired and have no enrgy. but, this to shall pass. God has given me the strength to get through worse times and i know that he is with me now.  my finger is better and i got the stiches out. i dont know if i told u what i did to cut my finger? i was chopping an onion and i had a tremor and instead of the cutting the onion i cut my finger. not to bad just 3 stiches. i got my flu shot an now i am with the flu. but i get tired of being in my recliner that i have to mustar up the strength to get out of it an check my email. i feel like given up but then my son says "Mom u cant give up i need u and u  r a figther not a quiter. and he is right i am a fighter. plus, i have u all if u still want to be my friend. i know i have not been there for u all and i am truly sorry. please, forgive. i am going to go and do a load of laundry. i have been up since 6:30am and i have already done dishes,loaded the dishwasher and now i am going to put a load of laundry in and sit back down. my son is calling for me to come sit down so i will say good bye for now. May GOd bless u all and keep u all safe and well. i love you all.   

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  1. beary1

    Kimmie, you are a fighter and no matter what I will always be your friend and be here for you. Im sorry you have been going through all of that and not feeling well. One reason I dont get the flu shot is because you always get the flu with it. That's a bummer. Take care of yourself and let me know if you need anything. Hugs


    beary1

  2. bjengle

    Kimmie are a true blessing and example of someone that knows that giving up is not an option. I don't do flu shot either because I end up with it.


    bjengle

  3. tuxedomom

    Kimmie:
    Hope you get through this episode quickly and get to feeling better. I'm praying your neuro can find a good treatment for you.
    Hang tough. I know you can do it.


    tuxedomom

  4. Liz65

    Kimmie, I hope you feel better and remember I am always here for you,if you need anything.take care of yourself. Love,Liz65


    Liz65

  5. calataille

    Kimmie, you have to be a fighter with this MS, it is almost a requirement to get through it during the tough times. Hope things improve and you get some of your strength back to do the things you want to do. Take care and God bless...I will keep you in my prayers.
    Cathy


    calataille

  6. momf333

    kimmie,
    you can't give in,but i know sometimes you just
    want to.the pain where's the heck out of you.kimmie
    do you go to pain management for your pain med's? i
    just started and boy does he have a load of test's and proceedure's for me.he think's there may be a
    couple of thing's going on.new to me.we have to try.
    you have to rest whenever you can,so the pain doesn't get more sivere than they are.you'll never loose me and i can tell you have load's of support.not laundry,friend's.lol i know i'm a brat
    big hug's,dianey xxoo


    momf333

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