Pain
August 13, 2009 8:34am
Oh no...
I hope I didn't rupture a cyst on my ovary/ies...and if I did should I go the the emergency room?
my af was supposed to end …
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chocl8angel 
6:44am, September 3, 2009
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About Me
chocl8angel
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About Me
After years of not realising the abuse, i told my husband how i'm becoming more outspoken because he bullies me and he belittles me and disrepects me in front of people.Then i had to keep quiet and he told me how i made him feel like crap by doing so, he said that the stuff that i need to stand up for myself for is not important, (he gives me silent treatment and made like i didn' t exist). We don't have any kids, I work, he doesn't. I've stopped looking for work for him and I'm letting go, trying to use that energy getting upset over him and trying to make him happy all the time to focus and take care of me.
After years of not realising the abuse, i told my husband how i'm becoming more outspoken because he bullies me and he belittles me and disrepects me in front of people.Then i had to keep quiet and he told me how i made him feel like crap by doing so, he said that the stuff that i need to stand up for myself for is not important, (he gives me silent treatment and made like i didn' t exist). We don't have any kids, I work, he doesn't. I've stopped looking for work for him and I'm letting go, trying
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Reading, sketching, arts and crafts, dancing
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4 hugs given, 2 discussion posts
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chocl8angel gave sabby09 a hug 10:28am
sorry to 'my' post ..…
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chocl8angel gave sabby09 a hug 10:27am
Thank you for your response to your post All the best on your journey as well...…
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chocl8angel gave jessart a hug 10:23am
Thank you for your reply to my post...I live in South Africa, so I hope I can find the things or similar…
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chocl8angel gave mrszamarron1987 a hug 9:40am
Thank you for your message on my forum post, hope you're feeling better...…
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chocl8angel wrote a discussion post in the Endometriosis support group: Any advice? 9:08am
Hi everyone All the best on all your journeys *hugs* I' ve been diagnosed with PCOS (with possible endometriosis).…
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Caught between a rock and a hard place
July 16, 2009 10:15am
I haven't been on here for a while...
We have been trying to working things out...went to counseling he went on his own too...
My friends still see …
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Perhaps...
April 21, 2009 11:37am
I am going on leave soon and I am thinking of going somewhere by myself for a few days. I tend to feel guilty if when he has his 'ok' …
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sigh
April 16, 2009 10:55am
I'm just tired of everything, not in the mood to go home from work.
I can't concentrate at work, but glad I'll be able to take off …
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Thank you, I will. Big HUGS!!!
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You are not wrong in that situation. I did it. I got tired of his being all lovey dovey one time and then treating me like crap another time. I was abused mentally and physically. I got smart and did the one thing no one expected, not even him. I left. And I left for good because he was never going to change. We tried getting help for our marriage but he just kept it up doing the worst to me. Right now, you have a chance, if you don't have any children, get out. Get out now and leave. Don't turn back because it will only be worse and he will never change. Please, go to a friend you can trust or a family member you can trust. Or just do what I did and secretly get another place, and apartment, something you can afford. Hide the receipt at work so he won't ever find it. Save up money and hide it, don't hide it at home. Then when the time is right and you have money to make it til your next check, and he leaves the house and is gonna be gone for a while, leave. Just pack up what you can and leave. Don't worry about furniture or anything. You can build it back up, those little things are not worth your life. But you have to make sure that you cannot be tracked. If you have a cell phone, change the number immediately when you leave. Any accounts in your name and he knows about, change them. I've been there, I did it, and I believe you can too. When you leave, run til you get to your safe place, then lets start the healing process. So if you ever need a friend to talk or vent to, a shoulder to lean on, or an ear to listen, please feel free to give me a shout. I will try to help you through it all I can. Big HUGS, be safe and stay strong.
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Close Physical & Emotional Abuse
After years of not realising the abuse, i told my husband how i'm becoming more outspoken because he bullies me and he belittles me and disrepects me in front of people.Then i had to keep quiet and he told me how i made him feel like crap by doing so,he said that the stuff that i need to stand up for myself for is not important,(he gives me silent treatment and made like i didn' t exist)If anyone wants to follow, I post updates on my 'venting' blog http://earthonlife.blogspot.com/
Treatments
- Abuse Counseling Somewhat Helpful
- Talking Working / Worked
Close Endometriosis
I think I might have endometriosis.
Open Polycystic Ovarian Syndrome (PCOS)
I have PCOS.
Treatments
- Metformin Somewhat Helpful
- Made me feel sick...
