the voices in my head
as i sit back and watch the dodger game i tend to zone out and just ask myself whyyyyy!
i am a 29 yr male from ca i have 3 beautiful daughters and a loving wife.they are what keep me going even though i live with everyday pain and mood swings the deal with me
i am a 29 yr male from ca i have 3 beautiful daughters and a loving wife.they are what keep me going even though i live with everyday pain and mood swings the deal with me
baseball my kids
baseball my kids
as i sit back and watch the dodger game i tend to zone out and just ask myself whyyyyy!
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Good to hear all is well. my answer to your question would have to be since 1/10/01 (the day we met in holding cells) lol, random i know, but it's how we met. we started off as pen pals (i loved him rather quickly though) our story is soooo long and it just keeps going and going... just last night out of no where - i mean total unexpected randomness at 10:49pm my phone rings (it's him) he NEVER calls that late... well then he said, all i wanted to say was, im sorry i didnt tell you i loved u when i knew i did. I was like "WHAT"? Whats wrong with you? At first I was a bit worried.. thought maybe he's in trouble and or going to tell me some bad news.... but nope, he just wanted to tell me that he loved me years before he allowed himself to admit it to me - (I already knew that though).
Have a great day, we'll chat again later.
aw, thank you for swinging by to help me feel better.... I'm great now, I feel like a million bucks.... wow being ill like that sure made me appreciate everything I am and have when Im not sick, lol... all is well on my end - how are you?
my husband and I wont be seeing each other this month (gotta save $ for the holidays and stuff, but I'll see him next month)
hi there, hope your having a smooth week so far... im ill with a cold, arrggg i can hardly stand it... i cant swallow and or breath right, i just want to sleep until i feel better.. i've been like this for about three days now.
thank you
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well my story starts on jan 18 2008 i had a Laminectomy and a thoracic fusion from t7-t12.being that i was still in pain i had to go back in for surgery on jan 24 to fix a screw that was hitting a nerve.after the surgery i suffer from Ileus for about two weeks in which i developed dvt in my calves and ended having a Pulmonary embolism on super bowl sunday.its been a years since and i still have pain and my recovery isnt going how i thought it would.i ask myself everyday what did i do!!
well my story starts on jan 18 2008 i had a Laminectomy and a thoracic fusion from t7-t12.being that i was still in pain i had to go back in for surgery on jan 24 to fix a screw that was hitting a nerve.after the surgery i suffer from Ileus for about two weeks in which i developed dvt in my calves and ended having a Pulmonary embolism on super bowl sunday.its been a years since and i still have pain and my recovery isnt going how i thought it would.i ask myself everyday what did i do!!
suffered dvt on both of my calves after surgery
i had spine surgery last year.while in the hospital i lost 45 lbs but since then i've gained it all back plus gained more i hate myself