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sherrytharp 
10:23pm, July 1, 2009
What did I do and what was I thinking...Oh yeah I wasn't. Well at least I wont be smoking anymore. One goal accomplished.
Now I am waiting on a kidney. The doc came in this morning and said I wouldn't have to wait a week for dialysis, I get to start today. I here it is painful but I don't know.
I am scared. I get to start the chemo early because they have to remove the bad kidney and can't do that the docs said without killing me, bc my immune system is so bad, so I guess that starts next week. He said they will have to expidite everything now...so they (all my specialist )will meet today and figure out a course of action and discuss it with me later today or first thing tomorrow morning.
I hate hospitals. I hate not knowing. I hate feeling weak. I hate not being able to see my kids right now. I know they are scared to death. Heck I am scared.
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I'm so glad you have online access in there to help you pass the time ~ boredom when we're down is not a good thing.
On your hugbook I'd wondered if you play any online games like Mahjong? Here's a link you may want to take a look at: http://games.orangeshark.com/os18h... ...
JaniceKay
omg! prayers going out to you! of course your scared.. wow.. good luck..
budjaz
I was reading something you had posted yesterday, and you have been on my mind ever since. I'm sorry to hear you are in the hospital...My thoughts and prayers are with you. May God send you peace & comfort ! HUGS & PRAYERS....:)
mm5057
My prays are with you. So sorry you're having a rough time of it right now. Sounds like doctors are doing the best they can. I know you're scared, but you sound like you're in good sprits. I'm here if you need to let loose and vent fear, anger, anything. Hugs,
Kim
kwilhelmina
Hang in there...thinking of you x from Aus.
earthwalker