God seems to always know better
Well I guess God always seems to know better than I do. A few months ago i would of thought I would have been dying....heck I felt like it, sometimes …
I am a happily married woman, with 8 children, 16 grandchildren, (don't like to use terms like step or adopted) Before I became sick I was a woman of the world who could do pretty much anything I put my mind to. I believe in God, Family and Love.
I am a happily married woman, with 8 children, 16 grandchildren, (don't like to use terms like step or adopted) Before I became sick I was a woman of the world who could do pretty much anything I put my mind to. I believe in God, Family and Love.
making comfy quilts, spending time with kids(when they have time for me), and laughing with my husband. Doing wedding and events for others.
making comfy quilts, spending time with kids(when they have time for me), and laughing with my husband.
Well I guess God always seems to know better than I do. A few months ago i would of thought I would have been dying....heck I felt like it, sometimes …
I am so sad and hurt today. Today is the first day I have cryed. I am so angry, about so much. I am on the edge and I am so close to giving up. I …
Well I get to go home today. Bitter sweet. The portable dialysis machine is in. A little sore. But the meds are helping. While in there and while …
What did I do and what was I thinking...Oh yeah I wasn't. Well at least I wont be smoking anymore. One goal accomplished.
Now I am waiting …
Today I am soooooooo sore!!!!!
I hurt every where. My whole body. I slept only 4 hours. I only have myself to blame, but it sure was fun. I just …
I was diagnosed in 2001. However, I was very sick for many years before that. I grew up in Foster homes and didn't know my real family, and even though I had met them in 1992 it wasn't until 2006 when I discovered the family secret, "it was inherited!" Got to love Genetics. I got the worst end of the deal because I didnt only get a mild case but a very serious and progressive case. I cant go into the sun. Marlar rashes all over my body kidney failure and other stuff because I also have MS.
4 years they have tried to get this diagnosis now they have i walk with a walker have seizures and am blind in one eye and also have lupus. The world looks bleek and this is the only place i have to go now before God takes me home.