If you can't leave it be, might as well make it bleed.
June 22, 2009 12:40am
I feel like there's a million and one things I could write about. Life has been eventful, but I'll keep it short. It'll be like …
phoenixlament
1:47am, August 3, 2009
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About Me
phoenixlament
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About Me
I'm a fake, by default. I feel like I'm always hiding something, whether it's my scars or my beliefs. I feel such a disconnect with everyone else. I think differently. I see the world so differently. Thus, I have an aversion to most social interaction. I'm not good at it, and I don't like it. But I'm lonely. Paradox much?
I'm a fake, by default. I feel like I'm always hiding something, whether it's my scars or my beliefs. I feel such a disconnect with everyone else. I think differently. I see the world so differently. Thus, I have an aversion to most social interaction. I'm not good at it, and I don't like it. But I'm lonely. Paradox much?
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Interests
Philosophy is love. I spend so much time inside of my head, interacting with ideas. I think it's beautiful.
Philosophy is love. I spend so much time inside of my head, interacting with ideas. I think it's beautiful.
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Journal
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I'll be keeping it dull tonight, for I deserve to hurt.
June 2, 2009 11:35pm
*trigger*
So, I've been freakishly triggered for about a week. I'm on my general SI schedule: bottle my emotions for a month or two, …
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Here's to the night we felt alive.
May 20, 2009 12:51am
*Maybe trigger-ish?*
Ever feel like a swirling mass of emotion? Well, yeah. I'm there.
I'm still talking to that boy. You know, …
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I'm on the up and up.
May 13, 2009 10:33am
So, things are fizzling with that boy, just like I expected. The good news? I'm starting to be OK with it. We're pretty much blantantly …
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She wants to go home, but nobody's home.
May 5, 2009 10:04pm
Just got back "home" for the summer. Trust me, I use the term loosely. I didn't really expect to miss everything about school so much. …
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Flower
hi how are u doing ? i have not been on this site in awhile hope all is well
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Celebration
HAVE A HAPPY 4TH OF JULY
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Hug
hi how are u doing ? i have not been on this site for a min hope all is ok with u . :- )
Hug
Just sendign you a hug. How are you doing?
Moment of Peace
Thanks you're pretty awesome too! I was scanning through a few of your journal entries and i really like how they're written :) I wish you as much if not more luck as I have right now with overcoming SI.
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I was introduced to self-injury my freshman year of high school. Then, it was just something for my guy friends to do during a boring class. It was just a few scratches, so I joined in. A really bad day hit, and suddenly, it wasn't for entertainment anymore. That was six years ago. It's been on and off, never really as bad as some people I've run into. I can go for months without thinking about it... Or at least I could.
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