I'm just a freelancer with some mental issues like most. Caution: I don't get along with women very well and I might be insensitive or unresponsive in one on one relationships at times
I'm just a freelancer with some mental issues like most. Caution: I don't get along with women very well and I might be insensitive or unresponsive in one on one relationships at times
May 18, 2009 1:09am
I posted this on the Your Story thread, just wanted to copy it to have it handy. Reading it helps me.
I have never quite been able to …
April 13, 2009 6:23am
Umph, so I didn't post daily as I wanted, heh. oh well... right now I'm quite angry. It surprises me how incredibly useless, clueless and …
April 4, 2009 2:00am
Been reading a lot, been working a lot... my cousin who is helping me out with some of my work is leaving on holidays for the week. I'll have to …
April 2, 2009 11:24pm
Today I worked over 12 hours as usual, and I'm exhausted.
I am trying to close jobs and such to avoid getting overworked again - it's a …
If today was your last day
And tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
-Nickelback
Smile, someones thinking of you {{{hugs prayers and smiles}}}
{{{hugs, smiles & prayers}}}
Hope you are doing well haven't talked to for awhile and wanted to say hi ( = {{{hugs, smiles, & prayers}}}
thanks. your words were very kind and much needed!
First time I fell in love with a guy I was 11, first time I fell in love with a girl I was 16 and I've realized attraction to girls as well as guys was always present. Currently engaged with a man. I haven't found bisexuality troublesome in the least but I am very interested in educating people about it.
I was molested by two older cousins from the age of 5 until the age of 8. They might have continued had my family not moved away for unrelated reasons. It wasn't horrific stuff but it affected me greatly and I worry a lot they might have done it to others or that they don't remember. I don't like to see them.
Bullied by older cousins and verbally abused at school due to my weight. Currently engaged to a great man who suffered severe bullying all throughout his childhood. Want to understand things better and help out as much as I can.
Been fat all my life, dieting on and off since I was 5. I was bullied badly by relatives who thought their insults would make me want to lose weight, and therefore prided themselves on it, there are times when I don't want to lose weight because it would validate their actions and they severely harmed me emotionally.
Not diagnosed yet, but deffinitely have a vast amount of tendencies.
I have great social skills but I hate having to talk to people and generally being social. I get so scared of going out and calling on the phone and even replying to emails if I don't know the exact outcome of it.
All my life I punched myself and thought it was normal. I started cutting sometime in 2003. I stopped hurting myself altogether in August 2006, still get the urge sometimes but have found ways to cope better.
Not diagnosed yet. Plenty of symptoms for a number of disorders.
It makes me feel better
I am a freelancer and a professional "job-getter". There have been times where I have 16 projects at once including some that are part time jobs. I often aim higher than what is realistically and humanly possible and have trouble communicating with my bosses or turning down offers. I hit a wall stress wise recently when after taking a day off I was unable to work as needed and had a "completely useless week" just to realize afterwards that I had worked for 10 hours daily - weekends too.
I lost my grandma when I was 5, was not allowed to go to the funeral despite begging. She was the only person who I ever felt really safe with. When she died I also started being molested and bullied, had to move houses, lost friends, was forced to diet, was given intense unnecessary medical treatments and got hobbies taken away. I am unable to feel pain from any other people's deaths and I don't think I can forgive my parents for not letting me say goodbye to her.
I can't live without the internet, simple.
