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badapple811 
12:04am, April 2, 2009
I have been feeling rather down lately. I have no desire to do anything. Since I lost my job, I'm not sure which way to go. I have absolute no interest in anything. I wish someone could give me a sign of what my purpose in life is. Having this disorder makes things so much harder. No one understands. Everyone looks at you differently. I try to find the positive with ADD, but I can't seem to.
I'm constantly reading and researching. I have to do this for myself and my son. I have to be their for him to help with his short comings. I'm single with two kids. I will not have anymore. I refuse to bring a child into this world with the chances of having ADD. If I could just find something that I really enjoy doing that would really help me.
I've read about people that have ADD and some are successful. I feel like an empty shell. I have nothing of offer. I'm like an empty can.
