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chiwawa 
10:10pm, March 31, 2009
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chiwawa
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About Me
I am 34, married with kids, they are 18, 13, and 8.. I have a great Husband. So why am I depressed? I don't know why but I am.. I am really unhappy now that I put on 25+ lbs since being on Wellbutrin... I don't like myself, stay home don't go nowhere, I hate to look in the mirror.. I just am not me anymore.. I want my old self back.. All my problems started in 06. Long story but it had to do with my marriage. Things are great now in that department it is me with issues of guilt and guilt and more guilt..
I am 34, married with kids, they are 18, 13, and 8.. I have a great Husband. So why am I depressed? I don't know why but I am.. I am really unhappy now that I put on 25+ lbs since being on Wellbutrin... I don't like myself, stay home don't go nowhere, I hate to look in the mirror.. I just am not me anymore.. I want my old self back.. All my problems started in 06. Long story but it had to do with my marriage. Things are great now in that department it is me with issues of guilt and guilt and more
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I love to walk my chihuahua's Jlo and Rambo.. They make me smile when I am down and nobody is here. I like to watch movies with the fam. I like going on Sunday drives in our 1976 Bronco. I like to play uno.. I like to laugh and cut up with friends but haven't done that in a while.
I love to walk my chihuahua's Jlo and Rambo.. They make me smile when I am down and nobody is here. I
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Just checking on you. Hope all is well. I just noticed you and I are fighting for the exact same weight goals. I am 25lbs over my ideal and that puts me at 160. For 5'7" I should be back to at least my old 135lb. I may follow in your footsteps and start a weight goal too. Talk with you soon-Sadwone
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Sleep seems to be the name of the game doesn't it. It is my very favorite thing to do and the only way we seem to get relief. I know you know what I mean. Anyway, Easter was there. Did the family thing but for the first time it was at someone elses house but mine. I just couldn't do it this year. Didn't have the energy. Glad your back
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hugs my friend....hope u have a Happy Easter
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Good morning. Just wanted to send you a hug and see how you were doing. Hope all the day is treating you well. I have my kids off school for spring break and they each had a friend sleep over last night so Iv'e got my work cut out for me today. Worse part is I just downed about 8 cookies for breakfast. (never gonna get back into a size 6 if I keep that up-Uggh). Anyway-here's to another day Take care-Sadwone
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big hugs my friend
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI have been on many AD's since 2006 I have been taking Wellbutrin 300mg now for the past 4 months. Not liking it at all. I have gained tons of weight and feel more depressed. I see dr tomorrow and was told I would be given Pristiq.. I hope that will help. Looking for answers on this med.
Treatments
- Cymbalta Working / Worked
- oh it worked but had bad sweating and just didn't feel right.
- Lexapro Not Working
- No this made me feel bad, just bad
- Paxil Not Working
- I felt out of it all the time
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- No,No and No I have been on it for 5 months now and hate it more depressed and gained 25 lbs
Close Diets & Weight Maintenance
I really haven't had a problem until the past 5 or so yrs... I was doing so good maintaining until Wellbutrin came into my life.. now 25+ lbs heavier and depressed.
Treatments
- 3 Hour Diet Considering
- Atkins Diet Considering
- Counting Calories Working / Worked
- I do this 1500 a day and it works but now due to med
- Eat Less Working / Worked
- Normally it works for me but since on Wellbutrin I gain and gain
- Hoodia Not Working
- ehh really didn't work I felt nothing while taking it
- Physical Exercise Working / Worked
- it works it really does but now it is not since I have been on wellbutrin
- Weight Watchers Somewhat Helpful
- it was hard to always count points and fit in the wkly group meetings.
Open Breakups & Divorce
I had an Affair in 2006.. regret it.. We are still together and getting along fine. But oh How I long to hear I love YOU.. again.
Treatments
- Couples Counseling Working / Worked
- Yes this helped us alot.. we learned alot about one another. You must prepare yourself tho because it does get nasty at times
- Forgiveness Too Soon to Tell
- I think he is forgiving me
- Love Working / Worked
- I think that is why we are still together, Love
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- We have alot of support from family and friends more than I thought we would ever have.
- Talking Not Working
- We don't bring it up, it didn't help to talk about it
- Time Working / Worked
- I guess it takes time
