CHANGES!
HAD TO MAKE CHANGES AND NOT SURE I LIKE THEM!
I use to be able to go with the flow......change was always good before but of corce I was at the …
struggleing with the after math of my addictions in 12 step program , have hep b and c..seizure disorder I AM SOBER and now seeking for some new friends that have been there and are as me....not belonging in the life stlye I have known and now in a life so strange....A REAL PERSON...such a thin line it is...but the hardest to tetter on...need to cross that line...done that phyically, spiritually, now the hard part...emotionally and with both feet!
struggleing with the after math of my addictions in 12 step program , have hep b and c..seizure disorder I AM SOBER and now seeking for some new friends that have been there and are as me....not belonging in the life stlye I have known and now in a life so strange....A REAL PERSON...such a thin line it is...but the hardest to tetter on...need to cross that line...done that phyically, spiritually, now the hard part...emotionally and with both feet!
losing interest(sigh) ...doctor says its new medication for seisure disorder (keppra)...so hopefully my interests come back..can barely be interested in even being alive(sad to say)
losing interest(sigh) ...doctor says its new medication for seisure disorder (keppra)...so hopefully
HAD TO MAKE CHANGES AND NOT SURE I LIKE THEM!
I use to be able to go with the flow......change was always good before but of corce I was at the …
I HAD THOUGHT BY NOW I WOULD BE ON MY WAY TO SOME KIND OF TREATMENT ...HEP B/HEP C...IS THE LEAST OF MY WORRIES....>>>moving to Payson in …
I was invited to Mothers Day by the girls I had been a NANNIE too....was hesitant about accepting invitation but glad I did....
I FELT KIND OF …
ALL I DO IS SLEEP ANY MORE....at first I thought it was depression but from past experiences....when its depression...I get soar and back …
AS I SIT HERE REALIZING ...RE READING MY ENTRIES,,,OH BOY...I AM TURNING INTO A BABBLING IDIOT,,,my poor friends!!!I do care deeply about you …
What's up, you been doing ok?
Come on back & pick up this present, its getting heavy.
Not posting much,been feeling bad. wanted to give you giant size hug. I'll write more sat love t-dog
I'll be watching for your journal post. Tired & achy today.
Hey, quiet over there. Whats up in your life?
Having a seizure disorder and recent awareness of having hep b and c....Feb 7th 2009 ..air vac to Tucson University medical with liver failure...meds I have been on after being on forever now no longer can take and introduced to a NEW MEDICATION (KEPPRA)...HAVING MOVED starting over with new doctors ...not so sure NEW is better..not seizing BUT side effects of Keppra...I am scared and confused!
anger at the fact of being affected after I left the high risk life style..hep C...I had accepted..was an IV drug user...when a man I meet out of that circle (never used drugs ..good job..dont drink) failed to mention THAT HE HAD HEP B...with an added infection..changed my whole life..he went to go get treatment and said too me "sorry about your luck" yes bitter but with a different view then his..educateing my self AND BEING A RESPONSIBLE PERSON..stopped that change of infecting someone else..
having Hep c (a result of my addition) I wasnt surprised and long as I was responsible(not to infect others).. in 12 step program and not a hidden secret...I know lots of people with HEP C..can live with it..now being recently infected with HEP B>> WORD OF ADVICE..GET HEP B VAC
was told in Texas (2005) I might possibly have lupus ..only lived there shorly and was seeking medical for a lump in my neck!..this week at liver appt..spleen problems !..SLE LUPUS