I was actually going to "break up" with my therapist this morning, but then we had this really good session. I feel torn. I am so tired of therapy (13 years and counting), but every time I feel like I'm ready to leave, I realize that I need it. Or, at least, that it's helpful. My old therapist said some people are in therapy their whole lives. Is that true? (And am I one of them?) I wonder how common this love-hate relationship with therapy is...
It is so gray here, one of those overcast, windy, cold spring days...
Used to love rain because I grew up in the desert and it was this precious thing. Now that I've been here fifteen years, rain is not exactly magical anymore (which is sad for me!). It's not awful or anything. It's just hard for me to handle the dark days. SAD and all that...
But I'm okay:) Trying to live my life with love. There are a lot of good things happening, even if I can't quite feel them sometimes.
I wish us all peace,
RB





