sad today
October 9, 2009 1:17pm
Today I feel so sad and down. I keep thinking of Brian. I keep thinking of his body on the couch, sitting back, mouth open, still …
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About Me
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About Me
My greatestr achievement in life is being a mom. Each day I will try to be positive and strong about my life and myself, and will take control of my own destiny.
My greatestr achievement in life is being a mom. Each day I will try to be positive and strong about my life and myself, and will take control of my own destiny.
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October 27
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widowat39 gave iluvhimstill a hug 6:36pm
I hear ya about being alone rather than having a cheap imitation - that just about sums it up. I am all…
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widowat39 and iluvhimstill are now friends 6:24pm
October 26
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widowat39 gave iluvhimstill a hug 9:53am
I am so relieved to hear that you are safe. It is heartbreaking, I feel your pain and loneliness, but…
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my son is my hero
August 29, 2009 8:25am
Jacob is my hero. I wish I could be more like him. My beautiful nine year old son, had not visited his dads grave since the …
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ups and downs
August 24, 2009 1:39pm
I feel like I am on the edge of relapsing these last few days. I have a hard time focussing, I am back in mourning, back to thinking of all the …
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questions in the night
August 20, 2009 10:56pm
I sit here in the quiet of the night, hearing the crickets, and thinking of the past. All the questions that will never be …
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my baby girl Sheena
July 22, 2009 12:27pm
I am so devastated, my heart is ripping into a million pieces. My beautiful dog is going to die today. I am taking her to the vet and …
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I hope you and your son are well, it seems everyone is sick. I'm praying for you. Wishing you good memories and even better ones to come. Hugs, Debbie
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So many people are sick, dont think the worse..This is flu season, give lots of fluids and you know what to do because you are a great mom...Keep me updated and im hear for you....
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Hi;;Thank you for caring....I pray that God enlightens him and he sees that there is a whole world out there...I want the man I married back and if I can only get a cheap imitation, that no thanks,,,id rather be alone,.....Either way, it is going to be a long road and one that has to be faced head on and not avoided....How are you doing?
Ray of Sunshine
The more I read your posts the more I admire what a strong accomplished woman and mother you are. You have been through so much but you keep on giving and helping others. I just think your pretty strong and special. So I am sending you a rainbow to brighten up yout thoughts.
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I'm sorry for your loss. Take care
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Close Bereavement
Type: Loss of a Partner/SpouseI am the widow of a crack addict. I met my husband 13 years ago; seven years ago his behavior began to change. I subsequently spent years trying to "help" him. I developed many scars from his deceit and addiction, and I threw him out. I met a wonderful man who also has an ex that is a crackhead. Afew months after we had started dating, and 8 months after I left my husband, he suddenly died - drug overdose. This was June 12, 2008.
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- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- good days and bad, mostly bad for concentrating
Close Families & Friends Of Addicts
I have a degree in the school of hard knocks it seems. I lost my estranged husband to a drug overdose on June 12, 2008, to a drug overdose. Thus ended an almost 4 year battle to try to help him conquer his addiction. RIP Brian you were loved and will always be missed.
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Open Codependency
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my late husband was addicted to crack cocaine
Open Families & Friends Affected By Suicide
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