BlackInk

Close Sex / Pornography Addiction

I have been a porn addict, INTERNET porn addict I should say, for approximately 10 years. I am in my late 20's. I have been "clean" for about 18 days (as of March 28, 2009) and feel strongly about quitting. I am not out of the dark yet. I have tried quitting NUMEROUS times in the past, but this by far is the strongest I have felt about quitting. I have felt a great feeling of peace after quitting,but there have been a great many tears and depression as well.I'm out of space.I'll write a journal.

Treatments

Cold Turkey Working / Worked

It is cold turkey but only after MANY failed attempts over the past few years.It has been going well knock on wood and I feel strongly about it. When I quit I had just finished a porn session and just had a great revelation about my problem and what it has done to me....and I cried. Then I ordered several books on the subject for the first time and those have been extremely helpful.I am glad I am not alone in this problem. Basically I got fed up with myselfand tired of being disgusted.