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I just realized I am codepdent...I knew certain behaviors and belif patterns were not working very well for me. I used to think that my way of giving to others was healthy, but now realize that maybe it was not giving at all. I feel devasted as if I am doing everything all wrong from helping others and getting too involved into other people's problems instead of helping and taking care of my very own needs, which I have neglected. I want to create healhier relationships and heal.
I just realized I am codepdent...I knew certain behaviors and belif patterns were not working very well for me. I used to think that my way of giving to others was healthy, but now realize that maybe it was not giving at all. I feel devasted as if I am doing everything all wrong from helping others and getting too involved into other people's problems instead of helping and taking care of my very own needs, which I have neglected. I want to create healhier relationships and heal.
Hope everything is going ok for you today.
Here's saying the serenity prayer with you! Hope this finds you surrendering what you need to. HUG
It was great to hear from you, thanks! I go to a meeting that uses the Survival to Recovery book, it's quite powerful. I like that it is a safe place to share about really deep reading. Good luck with the meetings and the sponsor. I know what you mean about your sis, I am finding that when someone discounts my feelings it is a form of emotional abuse so I avoid getting deep with my sis.
It was good to get caught up with some of your journals. Thank you so much for sharing, they are really helpful to me.
Thanks for keeping in touch! I am working part time and it's going well. Good luck with your prospects. I apologize I have not been in touch and plan to, thanks so much for your hug.
I would like to learn more about gastritis, afraid that I might have it, because my stomach lining has been hurting for weeks now and my appt is not until June 2nd to confirm what I have. So, I went to the doctor's, they did lab work, took blood out and did some testing to see if I had anything. The Doctor said if she did not call me the resuls were fine, so I did not receive a call. However, my stomach still hurts here and there and I still get the heart burn.
I have horrible pmdd, feel very depressed 1-2 weeks before my period and there is nothing that seems to change that. I was prescribed Yaz for Birth Control but also for pmdd, but it made the symptoms worse, now trying the ring, hoping the hormones won't be giving me such horrible side effects emotionally.
as a child I was physically and emotionally abused, more emotionally though...I think my inner child still hurts today because of the emotional abuse, because I am very sensitive.
i would like to learn more about this disease