zochi's Journal

The waves go up and down.  I have lots of fun with my friends and I am enjoying starting a new life and those are the UPs and of course there are the downs.  when someone asks me if i have spoken to him. If Iknow what he's up to then i go down down down.  My mom asked if he'd tried gettting in touch with me and it melted me as if it was yesterday.  We have been broken up for almost 4 months now and i still have episodes of mourning.  I cant bear to talk to him. The good thing is now those are just episodes.  I getting  my friends back and making new ones. Being single is not sooo bad its actually really good once you survive the first month.  Dating is sooo boring anyway.  Guys are total idiots, no chivalry, no manners, what ever happened to courtship.  I have lost my patience with it. Next idiot that says you wanna come to apt after one date is getting kicked you know where (he he).   No really singlehood is starting to become more and more enticing.