Journal Entry for February 16, 2007
So hard when his life seems so togther you know. He came to pick up the kids. He looks different....he's lost so much weight over the last year (so …
I love my kids and I want to learn to love me again.
I love my kids and I want to learn to love me again.
So hard when his life seems so togther you know. He came to pick up the kids. He looks different....he's lost so much weight over the last year (so …
So its Valentine's Day. Well not much to say about it I guess. I feel as I suppose we all feel today. I spoke to him today only because our son has …
I know it seems like I'm always not feeling good when I write on here but I guess I don't feel the need to vent on good days. Anyhow, sorry I've …
So today is sort of a yucky day. The Bears are playing today for the NFC Championship and well watching football was sort of a pasttime for us. He …
Its been a while since I've written, I've had crazy busy days. I'm doing ok just going to run to work soon. My STBX drives me NUTS, geez!!!! …
May ure day be WARM & BREEZY ........LIGHT & EASY........ May everything be SUNNY and .......SWEET as HUNNY....... ...May all be well & rite... .......HAPPY & BRIGHT...... Wishing u a GREAT day & may ...LOVE PEACE & HAPPINESS... ....always come ure way.... ***karen***
thanks i figurd it out right away it went ok he said how he felt then he i said what upseted me and so on i think it gave him closer then he left to work well c what happens thanks love ytou bunches to hope you have a great week
Hey u, u have written in a while? How's it hangin?
Hope your holdin up okay!
havn't heard from you since the 16th. Hope you are all right. I am sure you heard this before but this battle will have a purpose and someday it will be revealed to you. If he is getting his act together now and cleaning up it will only be temporary if it is not in his character. I beg my wife to go out with me and stay up past 10 but she never does and never makes love when it happens, at night because she is too tired but someday when she has to get her act together for someone else she will but soon after she will be back in bed at 830 and not doing anything with the kids. It is in their character and it always comes out eventually. When it does he will feel regret for not being with you but you will have moved on and be much more appreciated the way you deserve. Dean
Met at 19, moved in together at 23, had first child at 25, married and bought a house at 26, had second baby at 29, divorced at 29. What happened? We had a beautiful relationship, the kind you read about! A few months into pregnancy #2 he claimed he was "depressed". One month after the baby was born he pulled over to the side of the road one night and told me that he didn't love me anymore and said it was my fault. I suspect there is someone else based on his behavior and the way he left me but he denies everything. I suppose it doesn't matter though. No chance for reconciliation, no chance for counseling, nothing!! Just a good-bye and thats it. He didn't want to work for it anymore and I am just supposed to accept it and move on.