My mom is really sick and dying …
My mom is really sick and dying and there is nothing I can do about it!! She might not make it through the night, and I …
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desikitteh 
6:57am, June 5, 2009
i'm... i can't even find a word for it right now. i just got back from spending three months with my partner (who lives interstate). three months where i was ill, but happy, reasonably sane, and able to cope with my challanges/issues.
now... i hurt all over more than i can cope with, i can't sleep at night till i get to the point of exhausted to the point i'm going to drop, and the temp fluctuations... imagine being dunked alternately into a fire and a freezer!
i don't know how to cope with this, i don't know how i'm going to manage to pack to move later in the year is this doesn't improve... but i wanna move in with him... i'm so much better when i'm there.
now... i hurt all over more than i can cope with, i can't sleep at night till i get to the point of exhausted to the point i'm going to drop, and the temp fluctuations... imagine being dunked alternately into a fire and a freezer!
i don't know how to cope with this, i don't know how i'm going to manage to pack to move later in the year is this doesn't improve... but i wanna move in with him... i'm so much better when i'm there.
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Hey there, soooo sorry to hear you are in so much pain. I understand what you are saying, as my pain is worse when I'm not distracted by things I love to do. Try to find things to distract you, k? This site may help with that ;)
As for the packing, I did this. First, I seriously suggest you get lots of help from those people hat don't want you to lift a finger - of course you will - but the help and support makes all the difference. In addition, no matter how much help I had, I was very excited about moving, so I was focusing on that instead of my pain - I was amazed how well I did!!! You may hurt like crazy after tho, so pace yourself. Oh, and finally, start sorting and packing now - trust me - don't leave anything but the neccessities to pack when you actually move.
Good luck and hope you feel better
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