Michelle5's Journal

OH how I hate the cold!!!  I hate having to put tons of clothes on Aubrey and smashing her in her car seat to go places.  She is so wanting to be out side and goes to the door everyday or pointing out the windows.  I talked with the Dr and she will not get her shots until next month and then no milk until the winter is over.  I have gave her choc. soy milk which she likes and so it is one step closer to getting off the bottle.  I still give her the bottle with her formual because it is so much easier.  I also want the cold weather to end so I can start walking with her at the park.  I am going to buy a new stroller which will be easier to get in and out of the car for me.  I have taken off some of my weight but I know that I will take off so much more if I could just start walking.  My DH is losing weight so fast and I am so happy for him because I know that this will help with the low sperm count.  He is working all the time and Aubrey and I go and visit him at the shop which she loves to go and run around and show off.  We are also taking VIT that are to help with fertiltiy.  We are still waiting until next year to begin the whole baby making thing but I want or bodys to be in shape and ready.  I just pray to God that we do not have to do IVF. 

I am saving a lot of my vacation time for this summer because we have lot of plans for little outings with Aubrey.  I am hoping that in another 2 years I will be down to part time and then no work at all.  YAH.  Well all my DH friends seem to be having babies which is hard not want to jump in and start tring.  I just keep thinking that this is what is best for us at this time so I have to lose the weight and then it is in Gods hands from there on.