Michelle5's Journal

Well it has been 5 day and Aubrey has now developed a new sleeping routine.  She goes to bed around 9p.m. and is up between 1:30a.m or 4a.m.  She is not sleeping soundly like she used to and tosses and turns all night.  She is not getting any more sleep during the day then she had been so My only thing is either it is the weather change or she is going to teeth though she is not showing any signs of being in pain like before. 

Mommy and Daddy are both TIRED and of course we have to work. 

Well other then this my mom is still recovering from her surgery and is now feeling depressed as she did with the other knee replacement she had over 5 years ago.  She is also not able to watch Aubrey for a couple more weeks so we are having trouble working things out with family members to watch her as I have used all my vacation time and my hubby is leaving for another job and is not able to take time off.  His mother, sister and my sister are helping me so that I am able to build up time.  I was told by my father-in-law to put her in day care but we have 2 in our area and they both do not except infants.  I also have heard bad things about each of them and when I discussed this with him he said that some people make things up.  I did get a little upset and tell him that I was not welling to take that chance and find out for my self if they are lying or not.  I think he got the Pic.  So For now I am hoping that the family does not mind pitching in and I feel that my mom will be better in 3 weeks which is a long time but her health comes first.  I know that if I had to I could take leave without pay and hope I do not get fired seeing how I have been at this job for 11 years.