This will be the first holiday without DH, and my daughter and I will be going for our family picture. I have been thinking that I really would like 2 have DH in it with us some how. Does anyone have any idea what I could do to make it a good FAMILY picture as in my heart we are still a family.
Update to my weight, I have lost 20 pds and that is where it has stopped. I did eat some Oreos over this past weekend, but before I would have eaten the whole bag, this time I only ate 10 and this was over the whole weekend.
I am dealing with debt as most of us, it is getting really bad with DHs hospital bills and I have never missed payments which this past month I did. I feel as though I let DH down. I may have to look into Bankruptsy, which Kills me as DH would have never wanted this for me. I pray that something happens for me. Christmas for Aubrey WILL be GREAT as I will make sure of this.
I pray that the holidays will bring peace to all and to all of my GREAT friends on DS I LOVE YOU ALL






Can you have a little memento of your husband in your hand for the picture? Your story is still so heartbreaking. Always will be. But I know you will have a wonderful future with your precious daughter.
CarrieAnn
What if Aubrey held a framed photo of your DH or his blanket? Memento or not in the photo, he will be there with you.
ErinD
I think that Erin idea is great. I know that your husband is always with you and he knows what is going on. I know that most of us are going through financial hardship and if the only way to get a clean start is filing bankruptcy then you need to do it. Your husband will understand and he will be there spiritually for support. Take care and God bless you. Hugs Linda
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