Jim72's Journal

     First let me say I am sorry for being gone for so long.   If it wer not for this group I do not think I would have made it back into the swing of things as fast as I have.

     Since my visit with my indroconelioligist (i am sure i have not spelled that name correctly lol) and him explaining my incontinience problem to me and what the realistic situation i am in was did help me alot.  I think that just explaining what i had wrong was not abnormal just because i am young realy helped alot. 

    It has been so long now I forget what it was like to wear normal underware, and this heat omg how did we get through infant hood i have no idea.  I have had a uti i think i had started bleeding but for some reason my incontinence did seen to have gotten better but now back to the same old ways.

     I think back and remember how i was so scared now days i don't feel so abnormal fears that i had no longer haunt me.   I still find it hard to talk to people about my situation so i don't strike it in a convosation. 

     I would like to say to those who have dealt with this longer than I have does all summers this awfull lol.  I think sometimes i am going to have a heat stroke but I know ill get through it and soon winter will come and heat issues will be gone I hope.

   Well everyone take care i shall try to come visit more often and again sorry for being gone so long.