skyifly's Journal

Went to the dr this week and learned that i will never have kids..I have a 14 cm tumor that needs to be taken out and given a hystorectomy..This was a tough pill to swallow being that i have never had children..I will never and never know what its like to have a child of my own..Time will heal bt its had i just watched the birth of my niece..  Took my walls down when my dad called me since i am single and need help after the surgery and my dad told me another call was coming in..I feel sometiimes I have been forgotten and disbanned by my family..Definatly shunned..

I hate that  wish i never told them..I told them 5 days ago and they never called back..I am keeping my thougts and fears to myself from now on...