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skyifly 
Have not been on here in a while.
Been plugging away at the life grind..Alto has happend in the last couple of months...In the las couple of months my baby brother and his wife had a baby and just got back from a family reunion..This has been a very quiet summer..Not a whole lot of activity..Jus been enjoying my dog and been trying to mend my relationship with an ex boyfriend...ANd just celebrated my 41 birthday..
Sad to say my father did not call me and wish me a happy birthday..Also for my neices birth I drove to Dallas a 4 hour drive to be there for the birth..I got snubbed by my father and step mom..
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About 2 months ago my relationship got strained with them because my best friend got Kidney cancer and had her kidney removed at the same time my dad had back surgery..They were both at the same hospital and i was dividing my time between the two..Spent 150 on parking that month and did this on my days off every week..Got a nasty message on myphone from my step mom athat my father had his feelings hurt for me spending too much time with mybest friend.. I found this incredibly selfish . I was balancing a job yearly faa training getting over a broken heart and family and friends.. Now they hardly call me..
They are also upset with me for ending a relationship with a rich middle eastern man whom has cheated on me repeatedly..
The icing on the cake was when my teenage 14 year old neice mouthed off to my step mom at my neices birth and I defended my stepmom...All I said ws to respect her grandmother and we were the adult.. cAN YOU BELIEVE THATMY DAD AND STEPMOM WANT ME TO APOLOGIZE TO THAT BRAT..WHAT ON EARTH ARE THEY THINKING...
Long story short I have decided to step outside the box and not talk to any of them I was ignored at the family reunion and was chastised for only staying 4 hours when it was 100 degrees outsside....I am steppiing outside the box like a spectator at a movie..We cant pick our family..One day in heavan I will have unconditional love just not in this lifetime I guess..
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sorry you have been going through so much, do you really need that, even in my ways, i can see how parents can really make you miserable.......keep strong, step out of the box, be happy, you sem really fin to me, really col, just be you.....BIG HUGS....
ShazzerInc
Awee thank you Shaz..I have had t to put so many walls up over the years..I hate that I cant be me sometimes..and let my guard down....I am ok for the most part jst feel really isolated sometimes..
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