Journal Entry for July 23, 2009
July 23, 2009 3:17am
i was looking forward to going to a convention in september - seeing all my online friends who I only get to see once a year (and this will be the …
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DarkenedSoul
4:38pm, October 21, 2009
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About Me
DarkenedSoul
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About Me
I'm 19, tired, & trying to get out of the depths of clinical depression. I've moved through it in the past year or two, and I'm a hundred times better than I was, but that doesn't mean I'm doing super well yet. I don't have people I can talk to about this often & I truly think that would help..please tell me what worked for you & lend an ear for support if you're so inclined. Never hesitate to come to me for support too, no matter what. I'm here for anyone that needs it. I love photography and writing poetry. My friends are the most important things in the world to me
I'm 19, tired, & trying to get out of the depths of clinical depression. I've moved through it in the past year or two, and I'm a hundred times better than I was, but that doesn't mean I'm doing super well yet. I don't have people I can talk to about this often & I truly think that would help..please tell me what worked for you & lend an ear for support if you're so inclined. Never hesitate to come to me for support too, no matter what. I'm here for anyone that needs it. I love photography and writing
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Interests
photography, writing poetry, helping people, horseback riding, hanging out, talking with friends
photography, writing poetry, helping people, horseback riding, hanging out, talking with friends
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Journal Entry for December 8, 2008
December 8, 2008 8:46pm
it's all i can do to breath right now. my depression, my anxiety, and everything else is coming together and i don't know what to do. No one …
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Journal Entry for November 28, 2008
November 28, 2008 1:39am
I'm a freak and I should be put down like one...what good am I anymore?
I'm touchy, I have no time, I freak out, I forget about …
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sorry
November 3, 2008 1:18am
I am so sorry I haven't been around. There is one test after another, and the papers and the midterms and the exams...i haven't been keeping …
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hope you are doing well..havent heard from you in a while..
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just droping by to give you a hug..hope you are doing well..hugs from steps
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I’m With You
sometimes alone is the only way to go..be careful cause lonely will lead to bad relationships..keep it simple and safe ok.the right guy will find you one day..have to kiss alot of toads before you find the prince.lol
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Sorry about the delay in replying. I'm not sure what happened to Teresa she removed me as a friend I think because I hadn't been on here for a while when I had my baby etc, she had been sending me daily poems / prayers bless her but I think she got a little disheartened by it all. Have you heard any more?
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thank you for the kind words when i needed them..hugs..how are you doing..i hope fine..i never hear from you much..when you get a chance grab soda and i will grab me some coffee and we can chat a while..lol..no joke..im serious
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Close Depression
Type: Clinical (Major) DepressionI was under major stress in Junior year of high school and I think that triggered my depression but I'm really not sure..It snuck up on me and for the longest time I denied being as depressed as I was. I thought I'd get over it or that it was normal for a teen..Well I stayed in my room for most of the summer and isolated myself a lot. Although I resisted medication, eventually it got bad enough that I tried it. I don't know what to do and need some support from people who know what this is like
Treatments
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- I didnt have many of the side effects but although we've increased the amount (Im at 40 mg now and still going) it's helped only a little-things are still not that great
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- It's definitely helping, I'm still not there yet, but hopefully things will keep looking up.
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
- Much better than individual for me btw.
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
Close Depression - Teen
I was under major stress in Junior year of high school and I think that triggered my depression but I'm really not sure..It snuck up on me and for the longest time I denied being as depressed as I was. I thought I'd get over it or that it was normal for a teen..Well I stayed in my room for most of the summer and isolated myself a lot. Although I resisted medication, eventually it got bad enough that I tried it. I don't know what to do and need some support from people who know what this is like
Treatments
- Prozac Somewhat Helpful
- I didnt have many of the side effects but although we've increased the amount (Im at 40 mg now and still going) it's helped only a little-things are still not that great
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Writing Working / Worked
- Writing poetry helps me immensely.
- Wellbutrin Working / Worked
- It's definitely made things better, but I'm still not here yet. Hopefully soon...
- Lexapro Too Soon to Tell
Open Diets & Weight Maintenance
am trying to diet
Treatments
- Eating Healthier Foods Too Soon to Tell
- Eat Less Too Soon to Tell
Open Bipolar Disorder
I am not bipolar but I want to be here for people who need me. I know what it's like to have manic and depressive attacks since that was happening to me in my earlier stages of depression and I have to say it's one of the worst things that can be. You go up and down and up and down and never know who the real you is.
Open Stress Management
DarkenedSoul hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Depression Supporters
DarkenedSoul hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Trichotillomania (Hair Pulling)
Type: TrichotillomaniaEyebrows, eyelashes, and some other hair as well...happens when I have too much stress, especially when that stress deals with people, and it's still been going on, but I'm trying to get control of it...pulled most of my brows and lashes off once by accident...wasn't pretty and it did horrors for my self-esteem. And now just recently, I pulled all of my eyelashes off once again...
Open Restless Legs Syndrome
DarkenedSoul hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Teen Sexuality
DarkenedSoul hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open College Stress
DarkenedSoul hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Obesity
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