Journal

I just found out my friend is pregant ..again. This is a friend who complained about trying for 4 months to get pregnant.

I'm happy for her but when I found out it felt like I got punched in the stomach. I am so bitter about my ectopic. I don't understand why after 3 yrs of trying, God would allow me to get pregnant only to take it away from me.

I feel so robbed.

It turns out I had an ectopic pregnancy. I had it surgically removed and am now "recovering."  I know everything happens for a reason but I cannot fathom the reason for this. I am so upset and angry!