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xkathyx 
7:44pm, August 17, 2009
My grand daughter starts school this Thursday. I spent the weekend with them and they had a barbeque supper at Crowes park on Friday night. On Saturday they had a picnic at school and then you got to go in the school to meet her teacher and see what room she would be in. She really seemed to enjoy it. She has already made one friend. I really did enjoy the time i spent with Bonnie,Brandon,Kevin,Karen and Brenda. This was the first time that i have spent with them since they moved. I am glad that they are in a better neighborhood than what they use to live in but i wish Scott was there to enjoy it to. I miss him so bad i can hardly stand it. Will i ever be able to do things or see or say things without regretting it by the fact that he is not here. Sometimes i just feel like my heart is going to explode. I dont know if i will ever be able to lose the weight that i need to. I will start think about him and i will say the heck with it and i will go ahead and eat just anything i can find. I wish i could get past this.Do you have any ideas.
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Hey Kathy, I am so glad you got to spend the weekend with your grandkids,as you know this is v aluable time, time you can never get back,and this was a wonderful way to use your time. I am sure you miss Scott,and you continue to have things to happen to you that brings him to mind. You have to go through this period of grieving, every anniversary of even the smallest things you have to go through without him, such as birthdays,holidays and even school startig back. May God put an igmage of Scott smiling down on all of you , letting you know he is there with you and is at peace. You have an especially hard hurdle to overcome, I will continue to keep you in my prayers. I am sure you are in lot of prayers.Dont be overly concern about your weight at this time. You can work on that later.But on the other hand it is a healthy way to get your mind on something else, Think about it, might be your saving grace, in more ways than one. God Bless
lcindy
The grief has a way of messing with everything in your life...including diet. Do the best you can...and eventually when you have begun to "cope" better you will be able to make better choices about the things you eat. Take care of you and take one moment at a time...love and hugs...Karen
biowoman
Bio is correct. One foot in front of the other..... Stay strong... I understand it is very hard. Not a day goes by I don't think of my Dad and he has been gone a while. Think of him looking down at all of you....... I bet he's smiling......
ClaudiaD