108 days
June 8, 2009 10:56am
And my body is so sore. I feel amazing, this is the best shape I have been in my entire life. But my mind is driven by a madness...the …
rcbaby
11:57pm, April 7, 2009
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About Me
Randi Candy Baby ~ I'm a sinner saved by God's Grace and blessed to have yet another day to give my all to Him! I am a workaholic addicted to my job, I love helping others, they need me! I'm pretty laid back, pretty nonjudgmental, and pretty chill.I'm pretty good keepin a hacky sack in the air and I'm always up for a good road trip.
Randi Candy Baby ~ I'm a sinner saved by God's Grace and blessed to have yet another day to give my all to Him! I am a workaholic addicted to my job, I love helping others, they need me! I'm pretty laid back, pretty nonjudgmental, and pretty chill.I'm pretty good keepin a hacky sack in the air and I'm always up for a good road trip.
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God the Almighty!..My Amazing Army boyfriend, Soldier, Best Friend, Love of my life Aaron!!!......My amazing family especially my Kick ass Marine Little Sister Hollie and Genuis Beautiful Cousin Didi!!!!!........Music music music!!!...Exercising to push my body beyond my limits, such a better release/high than any drug!!!!!!!!...My job helping those whose lives depend on me on a daily basis, they are my second family and allow me to enjoy what I do!!!!!.......Nature and Flowers--God's gifts to earth!!!!!! And especially music! Long live the RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Talk about obsession!
God the Almighty!..My Amazing Army boyfriend, Soldier, Best Friend, Love of my life Aaron!!!......My
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Journal Entry for May 8, 2009
May 8, 2009 8:47pm
77 days and so ready to break...i dont want to break.
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Welcome back to earth Randi
March 29, 2009 1:32am
Ha ha how did I get my birthday wrong, how long have I been 14??? And I obviously cant count I was a week behind my sobriety count. lol Oh well, …
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Thanks for giving me a Glimpse into the darker side of your world!! I've always Known the Amazing, Spirit filled, Loving Free Spirit You are but I also know you are human. And I hate the deamon you are fighting and I thank you for sharing some of that so I know how to talk to God about it!! Like you have said over and over You've studied, analyzed, been in therapy and probably know more about the disease then anyone. I thank GOD for the faith that he has instilled in you. Because remaining strong in Him WE ARE GOING TO BEAT THIS~!!!!! Love You Randi, Gina ALL MY LOVE PRAYERS and Support is ALWAYS WITH YOU!!!
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With God on your side, who can be against you. Congratulations on 108 and counting. Love you
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Close Cocaine Addiction & Recovery
As an addict cocaine was my drug of choice. What started out as an every other weekend high escalated into my everyday battle that I loathed yet craved beyond comprehension. My sister and boyfriend, my back bones, left for military duties leaving me alone to continue my slow suicide. I shut everyone out seeking no one but my dealer. I quit my job and was going nowhere. But by the Grace of God and my family's help I have been able to push through the pains of detox and am clean in recovery!
Treatments
- Detox Working / Worked
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Somewhat Helpful
Close Prescription Drug Abuse
Started using lorotabs for back pain from soccer. My boyfriend then introduced me to morphine to get me away from using ecstasy as my energy pill/ "antidepressant". This drew me into a deep addiction to all lorotabs, methadones, and percacets. But through God's grace and intervention am in recovery and clean.
Open Marijuana Addiction & Recovery
Marijuana, my first best friend. I am proud to say I am over one month clean and though I have my moments where I would give anything to be flyin' on my zephyr, I wouldn't trade my sobriety for anything because I was not living a life worth anything. Who I am hates who I was.
Treatments
- Narcotics Anonymous (NA) Somewhat Helpful
Open Eating Disorders
Grew up loving food and was very overweight up to age twelve when my anorexia/bulimia began. Have been in and out of therapy and three residential/hospital treatments. I am currently struggling with being obsessed with the health of my food, overexercising, and purging at night as a way of purifying my body.
Treatments
- Dietitian Consult Somewhat Helpful
- Group Therapy Somewhat Helpful
- Lexapro Not Working
- Outpatient Treatment Program Somewhat Helpful
- Overeaters Anonymous (OA) Not Working
- Paxil Somewhat Helpful
- Prozac Not Working
- Psychotherapy Somewhat Helpful
- Support from Friends & Family Somewhat Helpful
- Topamax Somewhat Helpful
- Zoloft Somewhat Helpful
Open War in Iraq
When I met Aaron and he told me he was in the army, I fell even more in love if that was possible! My family history with military only contributes to the pride I take in my army boyfriend! Though it drives me crazy being so far away, I am honored to wait for him bc he is fulfilling a purpose. And my sister won't be far behind as she is finishing up her RTC training and will make a kick ass marine!
Open Bereavement
My first love, first kiss, first boyfriend, first everything was killed when he hit a semi head on May 23rd, 2007. We were together for three years, and friends since we were in pre-kindergarten. My 14 year old cousin who was more like my little bro, september 14 2008 from playing the choking game one day after school and hanging himself with his belt. I still don't really have the capacity to think about the great friends that are now with God in heaven. I just don't know.
Treatments
- Crying Working / Worked
- Getting Angry Working / Worked
- Keeping Busy Working / Worked
- Music Working / Worked
- Prayer Working / Worked
- Reading Working / Worked
- Remembering Working / Worked
- Scrapbooking Working / Worked
- Support from Friends & Family Working / Worked
- Talking Working / Worked
- Time Working / Worked
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