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silkspectreII 
12:40am, June 2, 2009
I am really at a loss of what to do...
I live with my boyfriend but am out of town for work training for the week. This evening I found out that my boyfriend had taken pictures of his penis on his cell phone and emailed them to himself. From there I do not know what he was doing with the pictures but I cannot help but fear that he is sending them to someone else. I recently just moved in with him and care for him dearly and sometimes I worry if my past abusive relationships are making me overreact. When I confronted him about it he claimed that he was doing it for me to surprise me when I was feeling down. But we have discussed over and over again that I do not feel comfortable receiving pictures like that because of my previous boyfriends. This is all after a few weeks ago finding out he had been watching porn on his blackberry! I just feel that I am never going to be enough for him sexually because of the abuse I have sustained throughout my life...
If anyone has any advice I would really appreciate your input I am so scared that I am destroying my relationship by overreacting but at the same time I find it so hard to trust him because of his addictions to porn.
I live with my boyfriend but am out of town for work training for the week. This evening I found out that my boyfriend had taken pictures of his penis on his cell phone and emailed them to himself. From there I do not know what he was doing with the pictures but I cannot help but fear that he is sending them to someone else. I recently just moved in with him and care for him dearly and sometimes I worry if my past abusive relationships are making me overreact. When I confronted him about it he claimed that he was doing it for me to surprise me when I was feeling down. But we have discussed over and over again that I do not feel comfortable receiving pictures like that because of my previous boyfriends. This is all after a few weeks ago finding out he had been watching porn on his blackberry! I just feel that I am never going to be enough for him sexually because of the abuse I have sustained throughout my life...
If anyone has any advice I would really appreciate your input I am so scared that I am destroying my relationship by overreacting but at the same time I find it so hard to trust him because of his addictions to porn.
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I don't think you are overreacting to be honest. It seems a little odd to me that he is doing that and of course, it would make me suspicious too. Trust your instincts and just do what you feel is right.
Suzie80
I don't think your wrong or ruining your relationship.I would want to know as well.I mean yall already discussed how you felt about those pic and he's taken them anyways would send up a red flag for me.Not to overract but you got to look out for you as well as ur relationship.
Stacey87B