Black Widow
May 13, 2009 12:28am
Black widow
The black widow has weaved her web
Only to catch herself just another prey.
Once caught you are stuck in her deceit.
When you are …
gidget32
11:25pm, October 18, 2009
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About Me
gidget32
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About Me
I am 32 yrs old. I have 4 sons. I live in Fl been here for 5 yrs. I moved here from NJ which I miss dearly. Lets see I suffer from severe anxiety disorder, and panic attacks. I have to say I have been free of them for 4 yrs now. =) It was so bad at one point in my life I didn't leave my house for 8 months. I also have intermittent explosive anger disorder. I am a very loving and caring person till I am crossed. Then watch out Cybil comes out and she isn't pretty.lol I am pagan, I walk the path that my family has walked for many yrs. I belong to a coven, I am a High Priestess in training. I am who I am and that will never change. Some people that just meet me think that I am stuck up and snobby. I have also been told that I give off a scary aura. You either love me or hate me.. I joint this site to meet new people . Maybe some new friends in the area. Not looking for hook ups or cyber sex. So don't waste your time. Because you will only come up empty handed and embarrassed. I have a mouth and I surely don't have a problem with telling you where to stick it. I don't play games I am down to earth I can be your best friend but once you cross me watch out. Unless of course you have some uncanny desire to feel my wrath!
I am 32 yrs old. I have 4 sons. I live in Fl been here for 5 yrs. I moved here from NJ which I miss dearly. Lets see I suffer from severe anxiety disorder, and panic attacks. I have to say I have been free of them for 4 yrs now. =) It was so bad at one point in my life I didn't leave my house for 8 months. I also have intermittent explosive anger disorder. I am a very loving and caring person till I am crossed. Then watch out Cybil comes out and she isn't pretty.lol I am pagan, I walk the path that
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Interests
I love to sing, dance, spend time with my kids, friends, ghost hunting, do rituals with my coven. I love going to the gay bars. Where I can be myself. I feel so comfortable there. Lets see what else do I love to do. camping, fishing laying on the beach. Walking at night on a moonlit beach listening to the sounds of the waves.. Its so refreshing!
I love to sing, dance, spend time with my kids, friends, ghost hunting, do rituals with my coven. I love
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Its me
May 13, 2009 12:05am
Its me yeah thats right .You know who I am..But really, Do you?You only know what you want to hear.But soon you'll come to know EXACTLY what to …
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Speak
May 13, 2009 12:04am
Are you talking to me?I can't hear you !!Your words that used to cut so deep.When you thought I was weak.I have grown.Broken promises that you …
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Breathe one last time!!!
May 13, 2009 12:02am
In this dark hole I'm init's so cold..I need to find my way out.Feelings of anger consume me.I'm looking for you!I feel like I could …
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BEYOND PISSED OFF
May 8, 2009 2:53am
I am so upset and mad as hell. My big dog who is a lab attacked my lil baby Yorkie and she almost lost her eye. My lab is 2 yrs old and my Yorkie is …
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Flower
Sorry you had such a crap experience with the spinal tap. I have never had one, so no useful advice from me....just lots of sympathy and blessings your way....
Get Well Soon!
Sorry to hear your in so much pain. Laryca is a bad drug to use ... it works, but i had blurred vision, swelling so bad i could not close my hands!! How much Neurontin are you on? My rheumy just started me on it because of numbness and pain. She stared me on 300mg and i called her today and she upped it to 400mg for 10 days and if that is not enough then to 500 & 600, but i don't know how high they can go. I just hope it works. I pray you get relief soon. Hugs, Deb
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Flower
Not doing too badly...Plaquenil apparently not working as well....Rheum. upped the dose - will see how I am in September. Kiddo had swine flu but I seemed to have escaped it.....just about disinfected the kid to death.....gotta laugh otherwise you'd jump off a ledge! Keep strong x
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Good Luck
Good Luck at your apt on Wed.......I will be thinking of you .......
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Superhero Status
Hang in there Gidget...love and blessings from the land of Aus. x
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Close Fibromyalgia
I am diagnosed with so many things I don't know where to start. I have narcolepsy, cataplexy, sleep apnea, ataxia, vitamin b12 deficiency, fibro, vertigo, syncopy, lupus, lymes disease, anxiety and panic disorder. I feel like I'm 90 yrs old. I hurt all the time. But the worst is when I have relapses..
Treatments
- Heat Not Working
- Vitamin B12 Not Working
- Gives me no relief and no energy.
Close Lyme Disease
My name is gidget I am a mother of 4 sons. I was diagnosed with Lyme disease when I was 16. I am now 32 and still have many problems since my disease wasn't fully treated. Joint pain nerve damage and anxiety attacks with panic disorder,Migrains. I also have fybromyalgia. As well as pending test for lupus , ms, or RA.. My life is a mess right now. I am completly stressing..
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- Amoxicillin Not Working
Open Lupus
gidget32 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Anxiety
I have suffered with anxiety and panic disorder for 18 yrs. It was so bad that I ended up having agoraphobia. I didn't leave my home for almost a yr.. I got my step mom fired from her job due to my illness when I was a child. I have been anxiety free for 5 yrs with no meds. But due to my new illness it has been trying to start up again.. I will not let them control me.. I refuse to go backwards and end up not living again in fear of dying..
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Open Panic Attacks
I have suffered with anxiety and panic attacks for 18 yrs. I have been free from them for 5 yrs now. But recently since my new illness they are trying to come back. I had them so bad I didn't leave my house for almost a yr. I will not let them win. I will not be controlled by them. I refuse to be back in the same situation of not living in fear that I was dying. UGH!!!
Treatments
- Ativan Working / Worked
- Positive Thinking Working / Worked
- Xanax Working / Worked
Open Stress Management
gidget32 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Hysterectomy
I had a hysterectomy July 17,2008
Treatments
- Estrogen Patch Somewhat Helpful
- I have alergic reaction to the patch. Doctor is giving me grief about changing my meds..
Open Child Support & Custody
gidget32 hasn’t entered any details for this support group.Open Motherless Children
My mother was in a coma for 4 yrs when I was 12. She died when I was 16. My life has been a nightmare since I lost her. She was my life my air my wings most of all my best friend.
Open Oppositional Defiant Disorder (ODD)
My 9 yr old has ODD and he is very hard to handle. My other son who is 8 I think has the same thing or it just maybe he is mimicking his brother. The two of them drive me up a wall most days.
Treatments
- Child Time-out Not Working
- Doesn't work ever
- Risperdal Not Working
Open Sexual Abuse
I was sexually abused by my moms brother and my fathers friend.
Treatments
- Group Therapy Working / Worked
Open Transgender
Im a SOFFA, Who thinks highly of everyone who is transgender. I wish I had the courage that most of you have just to deal with everyday life.
Open Bullying
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