Viv1978's Journal

Today, although I feel like I can cry at a drop of a hat I feel that I gained a little of me back today. In the past I would have been ready to jump in front of a bus if I would have experience a tenth of the heartache that I feel lately but I realized in the course of my disease and healing that I am worth more than DEVIN. It hurts and I am not saying that I am over him. I am so far for that but I can say that I am going to learn to be the best me that I can. I realize that this is just probably a fleeting moment in my dispear but I will accept it and I will embrace this moment.  Who know what the next one will bring.