I tryed to fill the new perscription the doctor gave me for sleep today, and because I have no insurance I could not even afford a weeks worth of seroquel,it was so upsetting at that moment that I had to take a walk to the section in the store before entering the outside plants & garden crap becuz I was starting to cry...in WALMART of all places!Brightest, Busyest,people place I know...and I'm cring like friggin' wierdo...and then my girlfriend doesn't even say we're not going to the thrift store (one of my favorite places on earth!) but says something that sounds like it to me so I'm even more unhappy...so I decided at that point to just take me and all my emotion out of the store.
Turns out she just wanted to have dinner at home before going to the thrift store, but I cryed so hard for about 45 that I wore myself out to much to want to go today.And ya know, I'm still gonna be one tired, emotional bitch tomarrow too. . .why? . . .becuz I hardly sleep. when I do I get up every 2 hours.and when I wake up from sleeping 'hard'...turns out for me that's what 5 hours straight is.So, there was my day in a nutshell.





