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pearl240
Female, 50, Tampa, FL
"Still in my PJ's )-:"
11:51am, March 22, 2009
It’s not easy…must push forward Mood
Friday, June 19, 2009 | A Venting story

I take my MTX on Friday’s and last weekend was terrible; in bed most of the time and when not just crying because I’m so tired.  I went to work on Monday, and it was a terrible/horrible day, but I made it and today is Friday and tonight is MTX’Night and going up to 8 pills this week. 

So, what’s the weekend going to be like if 6 had me down and out, what’s 8 going to do?  But I have to push through like I did on Monday...I'm at work right now and all that I can think about is the day ending and I can go home and rest.  My body must know what I’m going to do to it tonight and it’s yelling out in pain.  I’m mentally running down the body thinking about each joint to try and find one that doesn’t hurt….no luck yet. 

 

Anyway, we must keep-on-keeping-on….be patient and it will pay off.

 

Thanks for listening

 

Zeyda

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  1. songbirdj

    Here's hoping your weekend will be better than the last one!
    Jess


    songbirdj

  2. pearl240

    Hi Jess, thanks. Had my MTX last night, and this is the first Saturday that I feel pretty normal. Not great, but I can function.

    How are you doing?


    pearl240

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