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pearl240 
11:51am, March 22, 2009
Two days ago I was feeling so well that to be honest, I wondered if I would feel the need to stop by and check in. Do any of you feel the same when you're having a good day? Like how can I possibly relate when I'm just feeling normal (okay, normal for me may not be normal for someone else that doesn't have this problem).
Yesterday and this morning that's all changed....the fatigue is terrible, the pain is all over, and my eyes are as red that I can hardly keep them open.
This is not new, it's been going on for 12 years, but I'm just soooooooo tired of it all. I am looking into working reduced hours....I can't go on like this.
I know that a better day will come this week, but when am I going to accept the reality?
Thanks for listening.
Zeyda
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I think we RA people must be the most optimistic people in the world. When life is good, we think it will never change and RA is gone forever! When we hurt, well, the same thing applies. We will never quit hurting. I got through this all the time. I tell myself I am smarter than this. But the reality is often too real for me to wrap my mind around. Look to reducing your hours. It helps, honest!
Sandy
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