Been awhile
It's been awhile since I've written a journal entry. I admit I tend to write entries when I am somewhere in the middle of heartache and …
"Sometime's the light's all shining on me. Other times I can barely see. But lately it occurs to me what a long strange trip it's been." An adult child of bipolar parents, let me explain further-from the moment I was born, my values, my morals, what I was taught, how I was brought up, and who I became was strongly influenced by Bipolar disorder. Both of my parents and an uncle are mentally ill and have been for as long as I remember. People say I must have had a rough childhood but I didn't because, to me, it was perfectly normal, although as an adult I see that it probably wasn't according to the world atlarge. I am not bipolar, but I am sure that my view of the world is in some way colored with manic depressive crayons, as odd as it sounds, bipolar is simply what I know. Relationships with guys with issues. I am a caretaker with a touch of Messiah Complex I think. That's where you try to save everyone so to speak.I know I can't, doesn't stop me from trying.
"Sometime's the light's all shining on me. Other times I can barely see. But lately it occurs to me what a long strange trip it's been." An adult child of bipolar parents, let me explain further-from the moment I was born, my values, my morals, what I was taught, how I was brought up, and who I became was strongly influenced by Bipolar disorder. Both of my parents and an uncle are mentally ill and have been for as long as I remember. People say I must have had a rough childhood but I didn't because,
Art, writing, and music, and the people that I love.
Art, writing, and music, and the people that I love.
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Going well, taking tests now. Have a new guy, between all that I do I just dont have much time to hang…
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It's not a bad quote nor an unhappy quote man...it's a quote of strength. Someone who has walked through…
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just been busy lol…
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It's been awhile since I've written a journal entry. I admit I tend to write entries when I am somewhere in the middle of heartache and …
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Well you go girl that's great very happy for you. hope this guy is treating you good....
Have a very happy thanks giving.... Blessings ^j^
well then you need kick back and have some chocolate girl : ) so how's school going for you? what are you going for ? ^j^
Damaged people are dangerous because they know they can survive! Why are they dangerous? Who damaged them? They have no right living?
I am damaged, but I am not beyond repair, and I certainly do not believe myself to be dangerous in ANY WAY. No-one in life escapes abuse of some kind, NO-ONE!
Be HAPPY deary, as best you can. Look for a bright side rather than viewing from a fixed position only.
hey girl haven't seen you on lately hope your doing good.drop by sometime to say hi k.
thanks for all your advice, I truly appreciate it....
I am the adult child of 2 bp parents. Spent the last 8 years in relationship with untreated bp bpd partner.
My exhusband is an addict and an alchoholic. He is currently terminally ill with cirrhosis. Still drinks and takes whatever pills he can get his hands on, though.
Need to lose weight