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shrek0742001 
10:51pm, March 31, 2009
Who am I kdding? The herpes althought the newest bumout, is only the tip of the iceburg. 51 years old, been with tons of women, many relationships, 4 kids, but never ever found my true love. Involved now in a loveless relationship for 11 years, trapped because of my young kids, seeing a 23 year old on the side who swears she loves me and I swear I can actually feel it for once, but refuse to believe it, its gotta be another mirage. Shes prob where I got the herpes from, but she vehemently denies it. Im lost.
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ps - i have four kids too, single mom - husband of 17 years had a mid-life crisis and fell off the deep end. cracks me up when i read "listen to your body and rest when you need to." i'm thinking - i have four kids that next to never see their stupid father. rest? i'm finally feeling like i'm getting back on my feet after the divorce, moving my entire house myself, broken hearted kids that are barely passing school - then i find out i have GH. i'm like "what the fuck is next?!"
goodgrief219
Wow, sounds like we have a lot in common in different ways, but not so different if that makes sense! :) Looks like divorce is around the corner for me too. I agree, what the fuck is next?
shrek0742001
P.S. Im still kinda depressed.
shrek0742001
yeah well I'm 23, never been married, no kids, christian girl....what a disappointment I've been, who's going to want me now?
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