Journal Entry for March 29, 2009
Who am I kdding? The herpes althought the newest bumout, is only the tip of the iceburg. 51 years old, been with tons of women, many relationships, …
Just found out I have herpes 2 and am really depressed and would love to have someone to talk to. Im a police officer by profession. If anyone is in the same boat as me please don't hesitate to write.
Just found out I have herpes 2 and am really depressed and would love to have someone to talk to. Im a police officer by profession. If anyone is in the same boat as me please don't hesitate to write.
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Who am I kdding? The herpes althought the newest bumout, is only the tip of the iceburg. 51 years old, been with tons of women, many relationships, …
Thank you.. sorry I havent gotten back to you sooner I lost my computer connection. Know that if you need to talk I am here too. Thank you its nice to know that someone else can relate to that part
so ... "where've you been hiding out lately honey ...?" (sorry, huge billy joel fan)
thanks, i've let go to a certain extent. that's y i finally put it out there that i have this. i'm finally able to talk about it. even my current bf knows all about it. he's very good about it too. anyways, thanks again. take care. daisy
on my let wrist i have tattooed "live and" and on my right wrist i have tattooed "let go" i have forgiven and let go of all that has hurt me. all that pains me. and being bipolar too doesn't make things easier. i'm always upbeat, and can bring myself back from anger quickly. i've done a 360 in my life since leaving that asshole, but forgiveness to him is not something i'm ready for. i'm very stable due to my bipolar meds. and i haven't had an ob since the first. i take my meds and do what i'm told for my health. it's just that one forgiveness i want to do, but i have this hate i can't let go. i'll talk to my shrink about how to let go of that, i feel if i forgive him i could let go easier, but i also know if i saw him, i'd be in jail. there were other issues in the relationship besides this. but this was the last i could handle. thanks for the hug. if u need sumone to bs with, i'm here. daisy
Contracted it with a condom, just my luck.