Journal Entry for November 3, 2009
I'm not okay.
I'm nothing special, but I'm nothing ordinary. So what's there left to be? Me of course. I'm a sucker for all things cute, and I'm a lover of all things that deserve loving. I'm 17 but don't act like it. I love school, and yes, college is a must. Friends are my family, and my family is my world. I'm a simple, girl next door lesbian. ...Wait. Yeah, that works. Oh and I like to ramble on about nothing in particular. And that's me in a nutshell. Im an open book, ask if you want to know more =]
I'm nothing special, but I'm nothing ordinary. So what's there left to be? Me of course. I'm a sucker for all things cute, and I'm a lover of all things that deserve loving. I'm 17 but don't act like it. I love school, and yes, college is a must. Friends are my family, and my family is my world. I'm a simple, girl next door lesbian. ...Wait. Yeah, that works. Oh and I like to ramble on about nothing in particular. And that's me in a nutshell. Im an open book, ask if you want to know more =]
Music, Friends, Movies, Books, Walking, Biking, Basketball, Softball, Hockey, Cars, My cell phone [haha of course], girls, Writing [lyrics, poetry, and prose], helping out with Sudan, working at the shelter, exploring, being a dork, photography, TV [...its an addiction!], things that make me laugh, and nature [=
Music, Friends, Movies, Books, Walking, Biking, Basketball, Softball, Hockey, Cars, My cell phone [haha
I'm not okay.
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