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I was told today by one of my supervisors to take the month off and get my life together. I told her that i only wanted to float as needed but then she made it sound like there were no positive statements coming from any department at Princeton. I asked for her to look into the Yardi part because that was one of my strong suits (I felt) mostly due to the fact that i absolutely loved the internet.
Anywho.....I talked to Benjamin who felt it necessary to start chiming in about how i should've done this or shouldn't have done that, etc, etc, etc. I basically just stopped him before I started getting upset with him too. I was already sure that I want to be part time and I was very upset with the fact that specifically the last 3 months is what upset my supervisor (after 11 years).
I have talked to friends today that I seem to have forgotten about who were very supportive. Benjamin wants me to start asking for unemployment and i looked it up and I have to be looking for work in order to recieve unemployment and I really didn't plan on looking because i only predict a month of unemployment. I told him that I am going to consider this as a vacation, time I can be with my girls and take care of stuff at the house. He said something about taking a road trip to California and I told him sure if he pays for it (I'm still paying electricity, water, garbage and now no income so I figured with him having 2 jobs and only paying the cell phone, internet/cable bill he can fork over some $$$)....his response was he has no money 'cuz he's paying for land that he decided to invest in.
I will survive and I will not need his assistance and I know this because I was a single mother with Victoria for several years before we got together.
Now I have cried today but it was pointed out to me that it's only for a month, it's a blessing in disguise and when one door closes another one opens.....even if it takes awhile to see that door that opened. I will do my best to enjoy the month
I came home and scrubbed the ceiling in my bathroom. I always clean wierd things when I get upset. I also don't like to eat. This is not good for my epilepsy.
