les4love's Journal

Are getting better...I think. But every time I think things are looking up they seem to fall flat on my face and I cant seem to get back to that pedestal called grace...

I moved out of my house in Vegas and ran away down here to the OC. And I am happy, but this huge part of me feels this overwhelming need to go home, back to my mommy. I am so homesick and I know that its because of the change and the adjustment. But when will the adjustment period be over? My mom didnt get along most of the time, but she was who I went to for everything. Now we talk daily on facebook and over IM but thats just not the same as sitting on her bed watching movies and talking as she got ready to go out. Dont get me wrong, I love the people I am living with and I can go to them for anything, but I still feel so homesick.

I am starting to go back to school though, so thats one good thing about the situation. And I have access to all the Harleys I want (a major plus to the situation) and I do have alot more freedom...So Im just whining I guess. I think Ill start going out to all the good clubs and things like that, get to know some people. That should totally help :)

Well, off to figure it all out. :)