Things as of late...
November 2, 2009 1:53pm
Are getting better...I think. But every time I think things are looking up they seem to fall flat on my face and I cant seem to get back to that …
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les4love 
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About Me
les4love
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About Me
I grew up in San Francisco, where you can see a woman holding another woman's hand no matter where you were. Theres a certain kind of magic in growing up with that kind of atmosphere. It made me less afraid to explore my horizons and find myself. I think that growing up in SF made it alot easier to find who I am at such a young age, it made me realize that I should never be ashamed of anything that I am, and I should never try to be what I am not. I have a huge heart, and I care about everyone. I can't hate people, I can hardly even be angry, and I always find forgiveness in my heart. But big hearts break easy, I take love and relationships very seriously, and that gets me hurt sometimes. I love everything about my life, and I would change very little about my past and my present. I dont see the point in being hurt about yesterday or stressing about today, because yesterday is gone, today is almost over and tomorrow is quickly approaching. I find joy in the little things, like the first rays of sunshine in the morning, staying up all night with someone I love just waiting for sunrise, seeing clouds that look like animals, seeing an old couple in tye die, and seeing gay couples openly holding hands in the street. I dont need money or fancy things, I only need someone to love who loves me back. I am always here for the people in my life, no matter what I am doing or where I am at I will drop everything if I can go rescue them. I have had my fair share of hurt but I am not bitter and I don't hold grudges. I just keep moving. When I hit rock bottom I build a ladder for myself and I climb it until I am back where I want to be. I love everyone and I want everyone to love me. I am a proud lesbian, a big sister, a daughter and a best friend.
I grew up in San Francisco, where you can see a woman holding another woman's hand no matter where you were. Theres a certain kind of magic in growing up with that kind of atmosphere. It made me less afraid to explore my horizons and find myself. I think that growing up in SF made it alot easier to find who I am at such a young age, it made me realize that I should never be ashamed of anything that I am, and I should never try to be what I am not. I have a huge heart, and I care about everyone. I
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Interests
Anything artistic, writing, drawing, painting, singing, playing guitar...anything. I love to read, and I love to listen to poetry. I also love to dance and I love to act (I can't get enough of the theater). The most important thing in my life is happiness, happiness in myself and happiness in others :)
Anything artistic, writing, drawing, painting, singing, playing guitar...anything. I love to read, and
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les4love updated their status 9:24pm
some ppl need to learn to recognize when their pushing. it might help alot...…
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some ppl need to learn to recognize when their pushing. it might help alot...…
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les4love gave BreBaby92 a thanks 9:10pm
i dont hardly ever get flowers lol your welcome hon, dont worry about it :) keep in touch with me…
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Journal
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My looks have always worked for me...
October 30, 2009 2:15pm
I guess you could even say that Ive used them as a crutch. Ive always gotten alot of love and affection from my friends and family, from everyone …
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I moved to California
October 23, 2009 1:53pm
I am back in California to stay, living in the OC, and I honestly couldnt be happier. It meant leaving my friends and alot of my family...But here I …
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Journal Entry for October 3, 2009
October 3, 2009 6:27pm
Sometimes I feel like I just need to stop and stand really really still while the entire world keeps spinning out of control around me...Like I just …
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my purpose...?
July 6, 2009 2:05pm
I have spent the past few days reflecting on what my purpose in this world could possibly be shaping into...I have come to a few vital …
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Flower
Thanx a lot. I am really fortunate to have a place to come and talk.
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hi how are you?
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Hi thank you for your comments!
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Thanks so much for sharing your thoughts and for the support...I truly appreciate it.
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HI,
I admire your courage & you are so lucky to have grown up in SF. I'm from California (the southern part) and I so wished Mom & I could have went there when we left L.A. instead of Seattle.
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Support Groups
Close Lesbian Relationship Challenges
I recently (about two months ago) came out as a lesbian. My mom and stepdad didnt mind it at all, in fact they support me now more than ever. But my dad (not birth father) and stepmom are catholic southerners, they wont talk to me about it at all. Most of my friends are very supportive. But the looks and comments i get by strangers and people who used to be my friends tear me up inside. I need help from ppl who arent emotionally invested in me.
Close Coming Out
I came out to my family and friends about two months ago as a lesbian. I am very sure but no one seems to believe it. I get questions all the time and dirty looks in public, rude comments over the internet and when im out...a few of my friends have even stopped speaking to me...its hard and i cant deal with it on my own anymore
Open Gay & Lesbian Teens
I came out about two months ago, and it turned my entire world upside down. Some people that I thought I was very close with wont even look at me now and most of my family is very disappointed in me. I need support and some kind of guidance.
Open Teen Sexuality
Type: Gay / Lesbian IssuesI'm a lesbian, I have known for about five years but I have only been out for about two months. I have issues talking about things like sex and the like so Im hoping that this will help me not be so shy and ashamed of it all
Open Rape
September 26th will be the two year mark from the day I was raped. It has taken me a very long time to come to terms with the fact that the event did in fact happen to me and be able to talk about it. I feel that I am now ready to open up about what happened to me and Im hoping I can find help in my endeavor to deal with this without counseling.
