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LookingForARayOfHope 
8:30pm, November 12, 2009
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LookingForARayOfHope
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November 12
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LookingForARayOfHope updated their status 8:30pm
blah!!! tounge piercing infected :( essay late, and writers block......…
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i love the gothic red riding hood idea! that's so great. yeah im uber busy too. between school, housework, exercise, and just..stuff....i know how you feel. uh....im alright i guess....well not really. i feel totally overwhelmed by everything, and i feel like most of it is self-inflicted. but im keeping it together, putting on a good face. the army stuff is great. im up to running three miles a day, which is exciting. i only have two months left before bootcamp, which if exciting and scary. i have sooo much packing to do...gah. but really i just wanna go already. i just wanna lose myself in this.
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hugs, glad things are going so well. It's good to see you around.
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Ray of Sunshine
hey haven't talked to you in FOREVER!!! what's up? im dressed up like a medeival princess right now, on my way to a Halloween dance. it's awesome. i hope you're doing okay. *hugs*
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Hey there, haven't seen you on here lately. I hope all is going ok. :)
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I'm not too bad thanks. I know what you mean about keeping up with everyone. I just have a few people that I keep in touch with regularly, otherwise I'd just get overwhelmed! But dont worry about it, you have to do whats right for you. **hugs**
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Close Self-Injury
I just started actually cutting, but I've thought about it a lot before but always managed to not do it. My main reason id I feel unwanted a lot, like I'm a bother to most people, especially to those who are suppose to care the most.....logically i know some of these feelings are unfounded...but still...
Treatments
- Red Marker Working / Worked
- I actually use black pen, I like to write things about how I am worth something, stuff like that, its helped...
- Rubber Bands Somewhat Helpful
- Squeezing Ice Not Working
- Talking Working / Worked
- Tattoos Considering
- I am thinking about getting a tattoo... i want to get love on my wrist/arm, how ever lots of people don't like this idea, i'm still contemplating it. i know people who have gotten tattoos and they seemed to work for them.
- Writing Working / Worked
- Sometimes I write stuff its helps sometimes sometimes not...
Close Eating Disorders
im scared
Open Sex / Pornography Addiction
my bf of sorts is addicted.... i want to help my self deal with this and try to understand...
